Adopted by Magcon

Chapter 23

*Jessica's POV* 

The boy that I loved cheated on me. 

It's 3 am and i'm sitting on the bathroom floor. A body with no life and no soul. 

All these thoughts running through my head. Making me feel nothing but worthless. 

As I sat there trying to cry as quietly as possible Mahogany came in. 

"Hey baby girl. Are you okay? Well of course you aren't okay. Can I get you water or something?" 

I tried hard to respond to her but it didn't work. I couldn't get the words out of my mouth, but that didn't matter to her. She just hugged me and held me tight. I wasn't really in the mood for talking, but having a friend hug you when you are having a difficult time, well it is really comforting. After sitting like this for a while I started to get sleepy, and we went back to bed. But I can't say that it was the best sleep I've ever had, but it was better than nothing. 

*skip to the next morning* 

I started waking up slowly as I rolled over and reached for my phone. 

The time read 6:30. "ugh" I mumbled to myself. I just wanted to lay in bed forever, but I couldn't. Magcon day two. I have to pull myself together and act like everything is ok, when everything is quite the opposite, but the fans don't need to know that. Not yet. 

I woke up before everyone else as always, so I decided to take a shower. This hotel room has a mirror outside of the bathroom so I don't have to hog the whole thing. 

After my shower I did my hair in a simple fishtail braid. I wanted to do my makeup, but I ended up just throwing glitter all over my eyelid and putting on mascara and calling it good. I didn't want to dress up too much so I just threw on a faded turquoise oversized sweatshirt, a pair of jeans, and some booties. Just to keep it simple, but also not so simple that people know something is wrong (you can go on insta to: abm.jessicas.wardrobe ; to find the look that she is wearing!! Also give me a follow there!). 

Just as I was looking at myself in the mirror to make sure that everything looked ok the girls came out ready to go. 

"Are you ready to do this Jess? I know it is going to be hard but you can do this" Said Lainie. 

"I'm not ready but it's not like I have a choice." I said in a sighing tone. 

I love the fans and I don't want to let them down, But today is just not my day.

I guess we will just have to wait and see how it goes. 

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