Book of Random

Crying

I'm not the type of person who cries easily despite my Zodiac stereotypically being a crybaby. I've never really experienced anything that made me cry a lot in my childhood. Watching sad movies sure do get me but in the inside.

I held back my tears at a young age. I think it was as young as 7 I guess. Just watching a sad movie. My sisters are crying. I felt like crying at the scene of the movie. I felt my eyes water but I held I back since I didn't want to embarrass myself. I don't know why I'd think of that, they're my sisters but I still held my tears back.

Then there are times when I hit myself, the pain would be too much to be kept in. Yes it was painful but the tears didn't fall. I didn't cry at all. It would be hard to make me cry I guess. Maybe.

The hardest I've cried was when I was grade 6 and here I am, a grade 7 learner, just cried a few days ago because of my teacher being sick and she forces herself to take care of us, her learners, and the only thing she hears from the other teachers is that us, the whole class, we are very rowdy and noisy.