I had a boyfriend. He is my first love. We love each other for a year And until now i still can not believe the fact that i really broke up with him.
Just like many other couple in school.We love to share intimate actions but i can't make out myself why i can't kiss him by lips. I allow him to touch, to cuddle but just can't kiss. There was a long time when i told my story for a foreign friend and his reactions really surprised me. He said that i do not really love him, i just want a shoulder where i can rely on, not a lover to share beautiful things.
I think i am a traditional woman and not good at kiss or maybe i do not like other