Silence...
Its all he heard when hes submerged completely in water. It was nice...his vision faded in and out. The water was cold...very cold...he wanted it to end, but why was he holding his breath? Just breath in and it will end sooner... He just couldn't. He felt someone grab him and pull him up to the surface.
Sirens...
They were too loud... The lights were too bright... He was laid on the floor and he could here voices, none belonged to his lover. He let out a few breaths of crisp winter air and the world faded to black.
wake up...
It was funny, he was awake but he couldn't move or hear. he could see the doctors and nurses, his god parents, and they acted like he was asleep. But he wasn't.
I miss you...
He never came. His lover never showed up once. Each day he saw the same routine:nurse,doctor,nurse, doctor, an occasional visitor, nurse... He tried to speak to someone, ANYONE, but it felt like his lips were sewn shut.
Am i dead...
He woke up to find people panicking around him, but they all looked like blurs. He could hear faint voices and yelling. What was happening? Was he dying? Was his lover here? Was he already dead? The questions spun in his mind as he could feel something being pushed against his chest. He could feel a shock, then another. He could now hear the faint beeping of the machine next to him. He let out a cough and say up quickly.
Why aren't you here?
He looked around the room, scanning the faces of shock and happiness. He's not here...he could feel someone hug him softly. Everyone's voices were faint and mixed together in a blur. He had tears well up in his eyes but never let them fall.
Do you even love me?
