Till the Day We Die

I'm Bisexual, Jacky

After a few minutes of sitting in silence with Niko, I turned to look at him. Something's not right. His usually happy facial features were full of sadness. Depression, almost. I had to say something.

"You okay?" I asked, softly. Big mistake, Jacky. Niko just shook his head. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing, Jacky." he replied turning to look at me. "It's just-I-can I tell you something?"

"Of course."

"Can I trust you not to tell the other guys?"

"I promise I won't." He sounded close to tears.

"I-I'm bi." Niko looked down at his feet as he spoke those words.

"Nik, I-" I wanted to tell him, but I can't. Niko looked up at me, tears forming in his eyes. "I'm here for you."

"You are?"

"Yeah, you're not alone." With that, Niko smiled at me. Shortly after, though, he began to sob pretty hard. I pulled him into a tight hug. "Nik, it's gonna be okay."

"Easy for you to say. Y-you're st-straight."

"That's where you're wrong." SHIT! Why did I have to say THAT? Niko looked up at me, confusion in his eyes.

"What?"

"I'm gay." I said, softly, turning away from my friend. I hope he didn't hear that.

"Then why didn't you kiss me back earlier?" Niko whispered, tears still pouring out of his eyes.

"I didn't want anyone to know. Nik, I'm sor-" I was cut off by Niko's lips colliding with mine. This time was different, though. This time, I kissed back. I could feel Niko's hand run through my hair as I ran mine down his side. I felt my jeans become tighter as I began to get hard. Just before I reached his hip, I felt him grab my wrist, pulling my hand down to the growing bulge in his jeans. I began to slip my fingers into his pants, causing a slight moan to come out of him through the kiss. Just as I was about to unzip his pants, revealing his stuff, Niko pulled away. "What's wrong?"

"I can't. Jacky, I don't wanna seem like a whore."

"Babe, you won't. And we don't have to do anything until you're ready." I could sense Niko was feeling disgusted with himself at this point. I pulled him into another hug. "It's gonna be ok."

We sat in each other's warm embrace for the rest of the day. Talking, getting to know each other's comfort levels better. We kissed as we watched a movie together. I guess dreams really do come true.