Why am I like this?

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Your probably wondering why am the way that I am, or you don't ask that and I'm just crazy..
    I ask myself that question everyday due to the fact that it was all based off of my childhood.
     My father might seem like a good guy now but the truth is.. he wasn't always the good guy...

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It all started on my 8th birthday, I was getting more attention then I ever get cause I made more friends that year than usual, and because of that my dad was mad at me.

          I.  use to be always a good girl, thinking that every thing is perfect and I'm a perfect princess and will be a queen. I thought that if I fell down I can always get back up on my feet in seconds, And boy was I wrong.

After the birthday party my mother soon put me asleep in my pretty pink bed with glitter all over, it was a diy I made so I always got compliments on my arts and crafts work!

       My father then came in to tell me happy birthday or goodnight kiddo, hope you had a good birthday, it wasn't what I was expecting.
       My dad came in looking angry, Jealous, and greedy, he picked me up and slammed me on the wall.
     I wasn't as hurt as I was expecting but I did get some wounds due to the fact I did smash into a wall.

I soon asked the most stupid question" Daddy why did you do that? That really hurt, like a lot..?" I looked up at my dad with sadness and lust while tears were flowing down from my eyes to my jawline then my pjs.
     He stood there looking at me with nothing but jealousy and anger, he then said" You are a disgrace to the family. How could my own child have more friends then me, have people like them more then me, BE SMARTER THEN ME!? You tell me Lucy, since your the main attraction!? Tell me now!" He slammed his foot in anger against the floor, all I did was look at him not understanding what was going on.

And ever since that day till I was 13 I got abused from my father, the reason he stopped you might asked, well cause he got famous and didn't need to put the guilt on me any more.
    
I soon became the famous daughter of the famous man, Lucy Heartfilla. I started putting hate on my own name, my father didn't deserve this fame, the money, the loyalty he got when he didn't give it to others.
     He was all jealous of me cause I made friends, the most stupid thing I ever heard. After my mom died he got a new wife, my so called step mom, she doesn't know the true side of my dad and that's a good think to be honest.

     Now that they're married he also doesn't beat me and I think she is more scared of me.

I then started to be mean and cruel to the paparazzi my dad had everywhere, they followed him like his slaves.
     
       At school I started to become famous and I eventually put hate on my peers, I mean I had a pretty messed up school in the first place so I already hated them, I just started to hate them more then what it's worth.

       I hated being the daughter of a abuser, I hated being famous cause all people would do is use me cause I'm rich. So what if I'm rich, go make your own money I always said to them, I soon made enemies with the popular girls. Lisanna, Juvia, And Cana.( A/N, I LOVE CANA WITH ALL MY HEART I REALLY DO. I WAS THINK OF CHARACTERS THAT I HATE THEN I DIDNT HAVE ANHMORE GIRL ONES SO I THOUGHT OF RANDOM GIRLS AND CANA WAS ONE OF THEM!! I LOVE HER SHE IS MY GIRL!! NO HATE PLZZZ!!)

      I turned down there offer to hang out with them cause I knew what they would use me for, shopping and My house.
   
      They then started to get on my nerves, that's how I got the title 'badgirl', I never enjoyed the name but I like seeing people scared when I came near them.

I remember everything like it was yesterday, all the pain, happiness, emotion I felt, I know how it feels and its horrible.

        I choose to hide this pain instead of getting help or talking to someone fore advice, And to be honest, I don't need anyone's help I can manage all by myself!

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"LUCY, LUCY!! WAKE UP!!" I woke up to Levys annoying screaming. "Ok, ok, I'm awake, just shut up!"


I rolled my eyes as I stretched. "You slept all through Mrs. Cowell's lesson, we were preparing for the test so we had to take notes.
     Don't worry though I got some for you." She said as she took out her notes from the bag.

     She stood there handing me the papers, instead of taking them I slapped them away."

    I rather fail." I said as I stood up grabbing my bag.
     
       "What do you mean! Your not seriously going to fail another test! Right, Lucy?" She said as she looked at me with confusion.

     "Cya."I said as I exited the door and waved, she stood there speechless not wondering what happend.

I mean myself I would too, wondering why she is going to fail the test, does she not want to pass!?

    I snapped out of my thoughts as I bumped into a much taller guy then me, I looked up to see who it's is....

Nastu...I heard whispering like'are they going to fight' or 'omg the top dawgs just bumped into each other'.

"Watch where your going, Pinkey!" I said as I stepped on his toe with my long red heel.

"You too, Blondie." He said as he gave me a small evil smirk, while I looked at him with death and annoyance from him. We both ended up after while of looking at each other with hatred, I CANT STAND THAT GUY!!

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