There's a happy family having a picnic in front of me their smiles motivates me, I'm tired of this whole day but I know its worth fighting for. I can feel the cold breeze of air, I love watching different people.
I am seating so comfortable at the bench near in the fountain where I can feel the little drops of water from the fountain touching my skin. I really can't understand why I am here again; I really don't have an idea of going back here. I can't help but to stop here, it's kind of boring but I can sense there's something great up to happen.
After a minute or two, there's a man sat down beside me, I automatically look and gaze at his face. Did he just give me a smile? My heart pumps rapidly, I can't catch it! He started asking questions that I gladly answered.
We talk without considering that time passes by, we took 3 hours talking nonsense but why I am happy? He asks for my contact and I willingly give it to him.
After that day, we never let the day past without seeing each other where we met, I just come to realized that we constantly doing this for two months, I like his company.
Another days, weeks, and months had past and he formally ask my permission if he can court me. He's kind of sweet, caring, God fearing, responsible, talented and smart for a girl like me it is really hard to say no and why should I? He brought me foods at my dorm, we both love to sing, he took care of me when I am sick, and obviously he cares about me.
After his long wait I finally said yes. I can see the happiest face on him when I said yes. We never fight so bad, he always say sorry despite of I am the one who's responsible for mistake.
He understands every little flaw he sees at me. He never treat me rough, in short he never fail to make me feel loved.
I think I already love him so much, we love each other and sometimes I can see my future beside him.
He introduced me to his whole family and luckily they also want me and off course I also do introduce him to my family and fortunately they all told me not to let him go.
I don't know where to put happiness anymore. I am going to meet him where we first met to celebrate our first anniversary, I am very happy.
While I am walking at the entrance of the park I can see glimpse of his face on his side view he was so perfect. I continue walking towards him, and finally we are just an inches away from each other.
He gave me the smile that he also gives me the first time we met, he offer me a box a red box that I expected as his gift, I slowly opened it and cares what's inside it, I pulled up my face and give him a puzzled look.
An alarm clock?
I was just about to ask then suddenly the alarm clock rings. I can see how he fades slowly wearing that smile.
I quickly opened my eyes and gasps for air I feel that I was like just be in a nightmare, there's an alarm clock ringing under my bed.
I grab it and turned it off but when I saw the clock it is exactly the one that he gave to me.
There's a flashback that happens to me, I staired at the clock that I was holding when my teardrop suddenly fall, I can feel it warm.
I took a deep breath and say "that was the most beautiful nightmare" I still don't understand why it hurts, so bad.
Until now I always try to remember his face and how he looks like but unfortunately, I can't even his name, if could only turn back time.
I also never had a dream like that again even if I want to.
I can't believe that I found the man of my dream, and even if I can't remember his face, the way he cares about me, the way he loves me, the way he makes me feel happy, and the way we used to be it is really clear to me and it will remain until forevermore.
And my alarm clock never forgets to ring in the morning to wake me up in the reality.
"How I wish I could sleep more that time."
In life we are all hoping to dream of a beautiful one, we hate nightmares to come.
We never imagine nightmares to be happy that's why we all don't like it.
Before we sleep we hope and pray for best dream but who can tell what would or where would dream land will takes us.
But me? From that day I had my first nightmare, I always asks for it to come more often.
I love nightmares even if it hurts. Its where I found my kind of love.
After all that I've done this whole day, its time to fall asleep...
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Beautiful Nightmare
FantasíaI wrote this kind of piece to change perspectives. That we shouldn't living on dreamland but pursuing our real life in earth, hard to find happiness but everywhere you can find challenges life is a beautiful nightmare.