A Bad Dream (Kim Seokjin X Reader Oneshot) Fanfiction

A Bad Dream

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Reader's POV

I was scrolling through my Instagram casually in the morning. I didn't attend school for few days as I was sick. Not too serious just food poisoning. I was using the internet to distract myself from my health. I was fine, I didn't had stomach ache anymore but I was weak.

As I was scrolling through my newsfeed I saw a post that caught my attention. And I felt the world stop at that moment.

(Picture in the background)
Jin from BTS
Last night he was found dead inside one of Bighit's empty room.
R.I.P Kim Seokjin

A tear escaped from my eyes. I felt my world being crushed in a second. I couldn't believe what I saw and read.

I wiped my tears and search about it on Google, hoping it's a fake news. I saw hundreds of post on Google about his death. I kept telling myself it's not true. I opened my Twitter and saw my newsfeed filled with Jin's dead news. I got futher information that is he got killed by someone. Some other sources said he attempted suicide.

I didn't know the exact reason. I cried, I cried with all my heart out. Shouting and yelling at the person who killed him and also at Jin if he killed himself.

After hours I told myself to wait for Bighit's official statement about it. They might be rumours the pictures might be fake. Anyways the face was blurred. Calm down. It's fake. It's not true.

I went out of my house to get some fresh air. As I just got out from my house closing the gate and was about to walk when I heard my phone indicating a notification. I immediately checked it. It was an official statement by Bighit. It said that Jin is no more alive. He was killed by none other than himself. It was suicide.

My legs got weak and I fell on the ground. I cried again covering my face with my hands, head hanging low. I was crying sitting on a road.

As I looked up I saw I was somewhere else. It was not my neighborhood. I was sorounded with black colour and few screen that looked like television screen. It was silent.

Image started to form on the screens. It was Jin. It played the scene where for the first time I noticed him. I looked at the other screen opposite to it. It showed pictures of the time when things actually started, the time when I actually got interested in BTS. I walked towards the screen, as I was close to it the screen vanished.

I saw another screen at a distance. It was playing the scene where I first started growing feelings for him. It was Jin's laugh what I got to hear first after the silence. Windshield laugh. I watched the scene. It was the moment when Jin became my bias.

And then a screen after another started vanishing and forming at a distance. I kept walking. From Jin's childhood pics to his BT21 Character RJ, from his jokes and funny moments to his hardwork and serious moments. Everything was shown on those screens. It was like recalling Jin's life and how Jin came into my life.

After another screen vanishing a big screen appeared there was shown Jin's death news. The screen vanished and there was silence again. A source of light was above me and another a meter away from me in the dark place. I was crying again.

Then I saw a man standing afar from me. He came closer towards where light was to show himself. I saw Jin standing in a dark background wearing a white suite, light falling only on him in the dark background making him look like an angel.