A MOON FOR ME (Adjourn by Author)

PY- Episode 3

NOTE: this and the previews episode have given me a headache ... the idea has been going round and round but I didn't know how to put it on paper(words) ... I apologize if it's not good and I hope you are enjoying the story .... if so, don't forget to comment ... thank you ...let's continue

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When I got to the science faculty where YO studies, I look for him in the cafeteria and I didn't see him there ... my heart almost jumps out of my chest ... I run to the classroom where he has his class before lunch and I see him sitting at a corner...

- YO...YO!!!...what happen, why he doesn't listen to me ?? ...

This is strange ... I approach him ... I can see that he has his phone in his hand ... who will he be chatting with? ?? ... he looks pretty happy while he does ... maybe he has someone else ??? ... a sad idea crosses my mind ...YO is deceiving me !!!! ... that's why he didn't want to answer my call ... I accelerate the pace ... I'm getting closer ... when at last I'm behind him I see over his shoulder ... he's not chatting ... I can see he's admiring photos ... From who will they be that he even ignores my calls and doesn't even hear me or notice my presence ... They are my photos! ... I realize that there are things that never change

- YO...What are you thinking ??? .... I ask YO to make me look naive of what he's doing, but I can't avoid taking him in my arms in a caring hug ... I want to remind him that here is the real one, near him ... that he don't need those photos if he wans to see me

The FairyGang make a fuss ... I don't mind their comments but YO is as red as a tomato and extremely ashamed that even his legs fail him and I see him fall to the ground on his knees ... I think I released him to soon ... the truth is if it depended on me I would raise him over my shoulder and I would take him some where only he and I were ... I would kiss him until there was not even a space of his body that my lips haven't touched before I make him completely mine... but I can't I must keep waiting patiently so I try to relieve the environment by joking and pampering my baby until he feels good ... when I see him my heart is filled with remorse I don't want my actions to hurt YO in any way but sometimes I can't control my impulses ... During lunch we talked about how my day was... and how much I've missed him

- YO, I called you and you didn't answer ...

- I'm sorry P '... I was in exam and finished late so I had to run to the laboratory ... and forget the phone in my backpack

- You know how worried I was??? ... I thought my baby was angry about not taking him to school this morning

- P'Pha don't say those things to me here there are so many people

- Then I can when there is nobody around ???

- P' NO!!!... I already told you not to do that

- YO... I pause a few seconds, I don't want to make him feel bad but I must ask ... Does it bother you that I tell or express what I feel for you? ... It's not that I doubt his feelings, is just that sometimes I feel insecure ...

- PHA NO!!!.... is not that ... I li iii ke it, I really love it ... I lo love you ... it's just that ... I see YO's hands a little shaky ... I think he's making a big effort to express himself ... he looks amazing acting so shy after all this time ... and saying that he loves me even though he has made it almost inaudible it's driving me crazy...

- It's Okay ... I interrupt YO before he finish talking ... I don't want to force him to say something just to make me feel good or something he's not ready for ... I understand baby ... I love you too ... I squeeze his hand gently just for a few seconds ... eat, the food is getting cold and my time today is very tight

After our lunch YO accompanies me to the car ... our eyes meet ... I never get tire of seeing him ... I lean to kiss him on the cheek but he looks so cute and smells so good that my heart skips a heartbeat and once again my feelings control my impulses

- YO... I would like to make you mine !!! ... the words slide between my lips and I bite his ear by mistake, believe it or not ... I was trying to bite my lips to avoid saying another word... I felt YO wobble ... and his eyes seeing everywhere ... this made me realize once again my mistake ... he isn't ready for the next step ... it has been only a few months since that defamatory news about YO circulated around the Uni and social networks ... his self-esteem declined and his shyness almost doubled ... now he refuses any romantic demonstration or action that he believes could damage my image ... I've tried to make him understand that it doesn't bother me ... that the only one that matters to me is him... but we've been together for almost a year now and although I love him or rather because I love him, I also want him ... and I want to be with him more intimately ... so he can't blame me sometimes for not being able to stop my impulses ...
His birthday is coming so I'm planning something he can't refuse ... this time I will try harder to make him trust my love ... that he is the reason that makes my heart beat and that I care about nothing or nobody else than him

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