Change (Brother x Brother)

Chapter 3

Everyday has been very weird ever since I started looking at my brother differently.

I mean, What the heck is wrong with me? He's my own brother.. my hot brother.. fuck no no
"Hey Connor" Toby said snapping me out of my thoughts "You okay? you seem dazed lately?" He added.
I chose to tell him since he is my other brother but I'll tell him half of it.. sort of.

"Okay so.. remember how I always say I love starbucks?" I asked him.
His face became confused and stared at me "Are you telling me that you hate starbucks!?" He replied dramatically.
"No no! Never!" I quickly said "I just think I fell inlove with..."
"With what?"
"Umm..." I started to think.. then Riley came in with a box of donuts
"Hey bros" He said
"Crispy Creme! Yeah." I said
"What?" Both of them said
"You fell inlove with Crispy Creme?" Toby asked with his eyebrow raised
"Uh.. yeah"
"Oh.. Good thing I bought some then" Riley said and flashing that smile of his
I tried to hide the growing shade of red on my face and try to act normal.
I went to our dressing room and thankfully no one was there, I sat down on my chair and played music on my phone while waiting for the show to start.

I didn't hear anything and it was amazing, just listening to music with the volume up is heaven.
Suddenly, a hand went on my back, I startled and removed my earphones then turned around.

"Hey" Riley said
"Oh, hey"
"Bro, you've been acting weird"
"Yeah I know, but its okay, you have nothing to worry about Ri" I said smiling at him
"Okay well anyway uh.. since you being the 'older' one and such, I need advice and I hope you understand" He said.
"Why wouldn't I understand you?" I asked curiously.
"Well uh.. I like this girl" He nervously said
"Oh" I said staring at him wishing it was me who he likes.
"Okay um.. well, I just want to know how I'll ask her out without being weird and stuff"
"Uh.." Thats all I can say really, there was a big heavy feeling on my chest that I can't describe.
And thank god the door opened and we both looked at Toby.
"Guys, ready in 5!" He said then left.

I turned to Riley again and placed my hand on his shoulder
"Just be normal, I bet she loves you since you are kinda famous" I said then going out of the dressing room.

The show was amazing, the fans were incredible.. I love how it can get my mind off things for awhile.

And now its time for the meet and greets which is my fav part.

We all sat down on our chairs and looked at the girls that were in line, they were alot and damn I have to smile alot and it will hurt.

The MnGs are amazing, I don't know how many they are but its so nice to meet them
"Hi!" The girl said, she was in a ponytail, flannel shirt, shorts and chuck taylors and her three friends too except two of them didn't tie their hair in a ponytail
"Hi!" I greeted back "You guys enjoyed the show?" I asked and she nodded.
"Not to be weird or anything but I kinda ship you and Riley" she whispered
I blushed so hard that I hope Riley didn't see.
"Oh.. its okay I guess"
She laughed and hugged me then said our goodbyes
"You okay bro?" Toby asked
"Uh yeah.."
"Why are you blushing?"
"Um.. that girl was pretty hot" I told myself
"Really?" Riley asked
"Uh yeah, might follow her later and slide through her Dms you know haha.."
"You're acting weird" Riley replied coldyly.

The MnGs were finally over and we were headed for our bus, it was kinda late so I went inside and undressed and went inside my bunk.

Ofcourse I tweeted first and stuff.
Followed a few fans, dmed some.

"Ri, you okay?" I heard Toby
"Yeah its.. nothing.."
"Is it about her?" Toby asked
"Um.. yeah"
"Its okay dude.. just tell her okay"

After hearing that, I wore my earphones and blasted the music.
It was too much for me to hear, I feel so broken.. and angry.. why would she make my brother feel like crap? she should be happy that he likes her.. even though I dont know her name but still.
I fell asleep and forgot everything.