What's your limit? ||Nick Burkhardt x Sean Renard||

Authority ~Chapter 3~

Nick POV

I'd mostly sit quietly in his car as my eyes attention tried to fix itself on something else, so I'd stare out the window of the car. Some people looked back at me and woge, I guess that isn't gonna help me. I turned my attention to my hands, I looked down at my lap as I fiddled with my fingers trying to find any ideas of a way to amuse myself and not get distracted. It's hard enough knowing that your Captain is a Zauberbiest, the love of your life cheats on you with some bastard, you're staying alone with your Captain who is a Zauberbiest AND kissed you in the PRECINCT. I'm really losing it now, just bury me, just take my emotions and bury them. The thought of what I could've done to Juliette for her to hate me so... "Let's go." Sean's voice cut off my thoughts as I looked to my surroundings. We were outside the Precinct. I was about to open my door before he beat me to it. Some officers outside looked at one-another questioning what they just witnessed. But I wasn't going to stay to have to deal with others too. I got out the car and speed walked past Sean keeping my head down to try get inside as quickly as possible. I could feel him starring my through the back of my head, I heard the car door slam shut and lock. As he made his way inside as I have already done before him. Why the hell was I so self-conscious of people seeing me with the Captain?! Get it together Nick, get it together... I looked for Wu and Hank, as I heard they were almost getting here. I waited, and waited, and waited... 'Till finally the slow pokes got here. "Hank, Wu, gotta tell you something." They'd look at each other then huddle near me. "What now?" Wu and Hank synchronized, I saw their eyes met and did a little smile before getting back onto topic. "Well, for starters, Juliette cheated on me and for two, I won't be able to help you two today I--" They'd cut me off. "Take your time." Yet again synchronized. "Thanks you guys." I'd speak calmly, and relieved. Making my way to the Captain's office but heard Hank and Wu behind me: "Bye Nick!" Synchronized for the third time, they'd stare at each other... "We've gotta stop..." Hank barked. "Yuppp." Wu agreed. Their conversation was now a muffled noise as I shut the Captain's door behind me. "Shut the blinds, would you?" Sean looked up from his desk. He was filing papers. "Sure.." I'd go round his office and shut the blinds. "That's better." Sean mumbled to himself. "So, do I just sit around here?" Sean would look up and pull a spare chair to his side. "You can sit here looking lovely, but you can help a bit too." Sean chimed as I could tell he'd want me to sit down. So, I did, it felt wrong, it felt wrong to  just sit here what just happened. I can't do that again. I can't bare going through that again. Not now at least... Especially if it's with who I am sitting next to. "So, you didn't seem surprised that I am a Grimm. Imagining you already knew. If so, then must've been a while you've known." I'd try to start a casual conversation. "I did already know, It was only a year or two that I realized when your Aunt Marie came here." He'd respond simply. What's wrong with me? ...I felt like my heart was racing as if it was in a life or death situation. But I was just sitting next to the Captain. I noticed myself starring at Sean for too long... Way too long... As he'd have swiveled his chair around to an angle where he was facing the desk, but me at the same time. I felt him grasp my chin as he'd look at my face, his eyes I could tell was mostly starring at my lips. I felt paralyzed, I had to resist, I tried to, but I felt weak again, just helpless. He'd go in to kiss me but someone interrupted by knocking on the door. Sean stopped, he seemed to be a little bit pissed off by the interruption but kept himself composed as he'd let his hand drop and called the person in. "Come in." He'd call, he left me blinking, a absolute mess, my mind was all over the place... "Captain, someone would like to see you." the Lieutenant would call to Sean. "Bring them in." Sean tended back to his papers, as a man dressed in black walked in, he seemed to have had his left ear cut off, clean off, he sounded foreign he'd shut the door and take out a small black rectangular shaped object. He'd stare at me intensely. "Ich würde das hier nicht versuchen, wenn ich du wäre." Sean spoke in fluent German, (I wouldn't try that here if I were you.) "Den Grimm schützen?" (Protecting the Grimm?) the man in black responded as the object in his hands extended to a scythe, writing was carved onto the blade. "Aus." (Out.) Sean spoke, he sounded more threatening and cold as he stood. "Ich denke nicht." (I don't think so.) the man responded as he tried to lash his scythe at Sean. But was disarmed, and he was sent through the door. Temptation as I wanted to kick the man's ass but, seems like the Zauberbiest had it under control. He'd hold the scythe before compiling it back into it's rectangular box as he'd pass it to me. "Keep it, or send a message to them. They wanted to kill you. He was a Reaper of the Grimms." Sean calmly spoke as the man was being taken away. Sean walked close to me barely any room left between us, his towering size looked down upon me. He was going to kiss me again but hesitated. He looked like he really wanted more. But he pulled away anyway. He paralyses me... Why, why, why...

====Later, after work====

I walked out of the Precinct, seeing Sean waiting for me by his car. I'd get in and we'd head back to Sean's place. It was getting dark, I was tired, and I felt helpless... I'd analyse the little gift given to me. But we had already arrived, Sean unlocked the door and opened it wide enough so I could fit past him as he'd lock it behind him. I'd turn to speak but like what happened at the Precinct. I was pinned to his wall, he looked like he was so close to kissing me, probably doing something more, but he stopped and pushed himself away he'd undo his tie and throw it to the side he'd unbutton his shirt and walk over to his glasses and his alcohol he'd pour some into a glass. Then down it went... He'd grunt as he'd pinch the bridge of his nose. Interrupted by my phone going off, I answered it and heard Hank. "Hank? What's wrong?" I'd speak trying to keep my flustered self under control. "Well, me and Wuu were casually having some quality time with Monroe and Rosalie but guess who's showed up.." Hank would wait for me to respond, I could only process his words.  "Juliette." I'd mumble as I pushed some of my hair back in stress I'd swing the door open before saying my last words. "On my way." Although, stopped by the force of Sean. "Where are you going." Sean didn't seem to be in the mood for my delayed responses. "Monroe and Rosalie's, they've got a issue. Hank called me to tell me that." Sean would let me go, he'd put on a calm composed face... But judging by how he's forced it. It won't last long. "Go, be back here before 12. Or I will hunt you down..." Sean let me go and held the door. I didn't stand idle to see what he'd do next but as I left he'd shut the door, it was 11:37 pm now. I took my car and sped off. I arrived at their house to help get Juliette out it took us 10 minutes. With success but even more of a broken heart... I'd stay round for 9 more minutes. Seeing the time, I did quick good byes and sped off back to Sean's place... What would happen if I even was late?

Sean POV

As he had left, I yelled at myself. Why was I attracted to a damned Grimm? I can't control myself around him, I almost kissed him THREE times. Not that I wouldn't have minded but it's NICK. Especially, since what he has just gone through, I can't act too quickly... Even though, I don't really have much choice, being a Zauberbiest and all. I'd look at the time it has been 10 minutes that have passed since Nick went * "Go, be back here before 12. Or I will hunt you down..." * What am I? His father? But if he doesn't make it back, whoever has got him won't be able to brag about it for long... The clock was now ticking to 11:56 pm. Where is he? ...I've got to keep my sexual attractions to him on a low...Who am I kidding, that isn't going to be possible... I saw Nick burst through the door panting, he looked flustered, a minute to spare.