Love Is A Strong Word .

It wasnt all i thought it was

Warning: This Part contains some strong material.

Part 4 *********

As we began he started to take off my shirt and he kissed me on my neck. I let out a loud moan. It just felt so good. I then reached over and took off his shirt. I have never felt like this about nobody. I knew that he was the one I wanted to be with for the rest of my life. He Pulled down my pants as I did the same to him. The next thing I knew we were both naked. I felt something hard brush on my leg, I may have never done nothing like this but I knew what I was. After a while he finally pushed it in me. It was painful but then I was overcame with pleasure. I love you Lena, Jake said . Jake .. that's a very strong word . Love ? Please jake don't say it unless you mean it. Yes I mean it, I really do love you.

That morning I woke up next to Jake. He had his arm around me and we were both naked. Then I seen a person standing next to the door. I sat up quickly and wiped my eyes. Oh shit! There standing next to the door was my older brother Justin. He looked at me shocked. Selena what are you doing! He screamed. Justin . . I . . we are both . . I was speechless. He picked off my clothes from the floor and threw it at me and told me to get dressed. By that time jake had already awaken, Justin looked at jake and then said "I swear ill kill you if you hurt my sister" Justin ! I said as I was getting dressed under the covers. Do you not know who this is? Yelled Justin. This is jake Greene the player of the school. He is known to get girls just to get into there panties. And sadly Lena you are now one of them on his list. He keeps a list of all the girls he sleeps with and rates them from 1-10. Did you know that ! well either way im ashamed at you then he stormed out of the room.

I looked at jake what does he mean when he said you use girls?

Please Lena that was in my past. On your list? What list? Wow I was right about you from the beginning you are just a pig!

3weeks later .

Lena what's wrong? Said karena. You have been acting strange lately. I told her nothing was wrong but once again that was a lie. I haven't talked to jake since that night I found out about his list. I hated him. I felt so used. I also felt sick. Hey lena I know what can cheer you up lets go to the academy fair! I let out a deep sigh as I told Carlos it would be better if I stayed home. No lena you are forced to go even if I got to carry you! I laughed and said fine.

As we got to the fair I wasn't having much fun. Karena and Carlos got on most of the rides but I just watched. Carlos then forced me to get onto a spaceship ride that turns you in circles and makes you stick to the wall. I've always loved that ride so I got on. When I got off I was very dizzy I felt really sick. I then ran to the trash can and threw up. Damn lena that's gross, said karena. Maybe we should go back to the dorm? No karena ill go its not that far from here, you are carlos stay here and have fun. They finally agreed to let me go alone and I left. As I was walking threw the dark empty quad got the chills. I felt like somebody was following me. I then turned around to see a big dark figure. It grabbed me and covered my mouth. I kicked him and scrached him but it didn't even make him flinch. He was to big. Who was this? What was he going to do?