RANT

I Don't Understand Parents ;-;

I just don't understand them. They all say "Express your feelings" and "Don't keep them lock inside!" My brother called me to dinner and I said "I don't want to. I'm not real hungry plus I don't really like this family..." my brother heard that and thought it would funny to run down stairs and tell that to my dad.  My dad came to me and said that what I said was unacceptable.  I said I have an excuse, which is that its my time of the month. He said that wasn't an excuse to say something like that. He then said he didn't want to be the bad guy and ground me so he wouldn't but i can't say anything like that again. Me  being upset i shrugged it off, but then started thinking. Parents always say not to be afraid to express your feelings, and that us kids can talk to them. When ever I try to talk to mine they shrug it off, then when someone mentions my feelings I get in trouble.  I mean, come one!!! They wonder why I stay in my room all day, I mean when has my room ever told me my feelings were wrong?!? They wonder why I always have my headphones in, when has my music ever told me that I'm not good enough??? They wonder why I spend all my time with my cat, well my cat has never made me feel like I don't belong. My cat actually listens sometimes, and seems to care!!! My cat actually seems to love me sometimes!!!! My cat actually seems to give a *BLEEEEEEEEP* about me!!!! My cat, my music, and my room keep me here on this stupid planet!!!

Sorry.... I've had these emotions balled up for too long... My brother just came and .asked if I was okay... I said I was fine when i'm not but i'm happy he cares....  I'm also  debating if I should go get my phone, if I do I need to make it look like I haven't balled my eyes... heh...

anyways I'm sorry Waddlers for being a sad ball of depression... I just need someone to talk to and if at least 1 person reads this I should be okay... heh... 

Anyways hope things are better for you  then they are for me... I'll try to be happier in my next post! Keep waddling waddlers and I love you all!!! bye! <3<3 (on the computer so don't have a penguin emoji) 

P.S may delete later.... I'm still deciding... <3<3 <4