Bloody droplets stain the sleeve
Just go, just go, just go, just go, just go!
Leave me
To stay
To rot
To be free of you
Why won't you go?
Must I
Break my promise
Lift my hand against
What I had fought so hard to protect?
It is for the best
I am
too selfish
too reckless
too arrogant
too manipulative
too controlling
too prideful
too much...
Green fades
To bruised Pink
Then solemn Blue
Dips into strained Yellow
Then wavering Purple seeps out at last
Remaining is the waning, Red
I want
to bid you goodbye
to say words of love
to encourage
to be the Good Big Brother
The eldest
But all my contrary self can do
Is spit out barbs
reside in sullen silence of my own creating
turn my back on your parting
hurt you with furious fists
Acting as the
Eternal child
Who never learned to accept your "No"
My old beloved saying
I am them and they are me
Is finally
Irreversibly
Broken
I have never been you
And you all
Thankfully, oh so thankfully
Have never been me
I'm
Suffocating
Why can't you hear me?
Why don't you save me?
Oh,Please...
Don't leave me
YOU ARE READING
Beneath 24
FanfictionPoem written for the infamous episode 24 in season one of Osomatsu san. Osomatsu POV. (Spoilers for episode 24.....kind of??)