Your POV:
"Will you go out with me?"
You watched as these words slipped out from his mouth.
You didn't know what to say.
You, with all your heart, wanted to say yes, but it felt so wrong at the same time.
You just looked at him confused and unsure of what to even say. At that moment, you were speechless.
"(Y/N)," he paused. "You don't have to force yourself to give me an answer now because I know love can take time and I'm willing to wait for you."
"But I do love you. It's just hard for me to say it and it feels wrong. You are my ex's band mate and I don't want my secret to interfere with the relationship we would be having.", but of course, you only said all that in you head.
"Just give me your answer when you're ready. I will respect whatever decision we make but for now, let's not make our friendship awkward because I love hanging around you.", he continued.
You could obviously hear the subtle sadness and disappointment in his voice but not wanting to end this already wonderful relationship between both of you, you just said, "Of course and I'm really really sorry by the way. That I can't give you a yes or a no right now." You forced a humble and happy smile onto your face.
"No worries! I understand how overwhelming it might feel."
You then realized that you were still holding his gifts even after kind of turning him down and you felt more awkward than ever. You faked a yawn and said you were sleepy so he offered to take you both back to the hotel.
The ride going back was silent and after saying your byes to each other, you went inside your room and slept the night away.
THE NEXT DAY:
You woke up to the smell of bacon and breakfast food in the hotel room's kitchen.
Weird because you don't seem to remember cooking anything last night and you always ate out.
You walked towards the door, opened it silently and peeked inside.
There you saw a man.
"Wait, a man?!", you screamed without knowing.
He turned around and you saw him in a cute pink apron, holding a pan in the other hand while frying the eggs.
"Youngbin! How did you get here?"
"I just asked the concierge downstairs for an extra room key for this room and they allowed me after asking a few questions.", he answered with a bright smile.
"They could've let a random man into my room! Psh! I even thought I was drunk and slept with someone last night!", you complained with a pout.
"You're so cute, you know that? Anyways, do you think I would ever allow that?"
"Of course I know I am.", you said with a hair flip to hide your blush with his comments.
You walked to the mini fridge and grabbed an orange juice and walked over to the table.
You sat down and began using your phone but you couldn't help but take glances at Youngbin seeing how husband material he looked. You secretly took so much photos of him just to treasure the moment.
You stared at what you took and did a small happy laugh.
"Who are you texting there?", he joked.
You looked back at him and realized he was wearing some ryan sleep wear.
"Cute pajamas.", you said.
"Why thank you. He's actually one of my favourite characters from the collection."
He placed the food in plates and laid them out in front of you and took a seat in front of you.
"Eat up. I cooked it for you.", he said proudly.
"Looks delicious! Good job.", you gave him a thumbs up with an approving face.
You ate and it was really good. Each dish was cooked and seasoned perfectly which was why you ate everything very fast without noticing that some of the sauce was already on your face.
Youngbin swiped his thumb on your cheek and you looked at him surprised.
"There was dirt.", he said as he licked the sauce.
He keeps making you fall in love with him even more.
You looked into his eyes and said, "Actually Youngbin, there was something I need to tell you."
