'your worthless Mia, nobody will ever love you because all you are is scum, yea scum is the right word for you, a dirty slut that nobody likes'
I sat there and cried while my drunk father shouted rude stuff at me.
'Look at the state of you crying? That's not the girl I raised I raised a strong girl.... Where did that strong girl go that I raised? I don't want a wimpy daughter!'
I tried to say something but I knew he would beat me for it like he did last night when I said something back so I just sat there and cried and cried and cried.
I woke up crying my eyes out, I haven't had that dream in ages, the one that's haunted me ever since that night, I just want Michael here telling me everything's gonna be alright, like he use to but I'm not as good as his ex girlfriend.
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I think ill just stay in bed today.... Why not?
*knock knock*
My mum walked into my room and sat down next to me on my bed
'Hey, how you doing today Hun?' She asked me with a small smile
'Not to good I had that dream last night... And woke up crying, mum when is he gonna get out of my head and leave me alone for good?'
'Mia Hunny I don't know, I still have nightmares about him believe me... Anyway do you want to come out shipping with me today just us two no boys!' She said with a bigger smile now
'Well.... I was gonna stay in bed all day but yea that's sounds good!' I said jumping out of bed with a smile on my face.... Wow smiling?
I decided to leave my phone up stairs because I didn't want to talk to anyone plus this was a mother daughter day. I went into the bathroom to brush my hair and teeth and I got changed into a pair of leggings and a baggy hoddie. My mum was away to tescos to get ice cream, sweets and shit like that. I put on Netflix waiting for her to come back
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Me and my mum were pissing ourselves with laughter OMG I love step brothers😂
We were all snuggled up on the sofa on our 3rd movie it's almost 21:00 wow best lazy day ever tbh .
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'Is she still asleep?' I heard a very familiar welsh accent I didn't want to wake up yet so I just kept my eyes closed.
Before I knew it I fell back to sleep and woke up 3 hours later. When I woke up everyone was in my house.... My mum, George, dan, Ben and the person I hate the most.... Michael.
They were all in the kitchen so I got up and walked into the kitchen
'Morning!' I said rubbing my eyes
'Morning' everyone mumbled
'Ughh way to kill my mood no need to be so grumpy!' I said giggling
'Mia go up stairs and pack some stuff we are going to George's sisters lake house for 2 weeks!' My mum said, well at least someone isn't grumpy here!
'I can help if you want?' Michael offered
'I don't need anything from you thanks' I said back harshly
Does he think we are just gonna forget about this? Think everything is just gonna be okay? No it's not okay!
'Mia please we need to talk' he begged
'I have noting to say to you I can't stand looking at you never mind talking to you' I'm being really mean but he can't just lead me on and then say he still loves his ex then expect everything to be okay between us!
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I'm so so sorry I haven't updated in ages! I've been revising and stuff for my exams and I know it's short but ill try and update again soon remember to vote love yous all xx
