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Walking around this park trying to find my way is mentally and psychically exhausting

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Walking around this park trying to find my way is mentally and psychically exhausting. My girlfriend wanted to meet me here when she finished up at work which was around 6pm.  So here I am, cold and tired looking for her.

It didn't take long for me to realize I was walking in circles and I stop walking altogether. When she's here and she can't find me she'll probably call me right?

He looked up and saw her walking towards him. She wasn't smiling but she wasn't sad or mad looking either. She looked normal. Very beautiful but she didn't show any emotions which was rare. She'd usually smile or laugh at me. But I wasn't worried.

"Hey, let's go to that small cafe at the other side of the park so we can have a chat". The beautiful girl said.

"That's a good idea". I loved that cafe, they have the best cheesecake. I hadn't been there in some time so I cheered up right away, not noticing how Prableen had a worried expression on her face.

After a few minutes of walking they reached the cafe and took a seat near the window. It was snowing outside and it looked beautiful but Jihun was already worried how he was supposed to survive with slippery roads.

"Before we start ordering anything I need to tell you something important". Jihun looked up to Prableen and finally noticed her expression had darkened since a few moments ago.
"What's wrong love, are you okay? Nothing bad happened at work right? Do you need me to beat someone up for you, because I definitely will". 

I thought she would at least smile a little after I said that but she didn't. She almost looked mad.

"Let's break up, I don't think I can do this anymore. We're both very different people that should lead different lives. I got off early from work and packed your stuff. I'm sorry but.."

"Stop talking, I can't listen to this. I'll leave".

He stood up before she could continue speaking and ran away so she wouldn't be able to see the tears welling up in the outer corners of his eyes. She didn't just hurt his emotions, she ruined his life by taking his home from him. They lived together, how was he supposed to find an apartment so fast without enough money.

He was doomed.

While running he realised how much he had relied on Prableen, she paid for most of the rent so her kicking him out was something he couldn't stop her from doing. He had to get his stuff and find a place to stay for the night. But he couldn't think clearly anymore with tears flowing out blinding his view.

He stopped from running knowing she had not even tried following him in the first place. He brushed the snow of a small wooden bench en sat down. He knew that was a dumb mistake feeling his pants get wet. "Fuck it".

He stood back up en wiped his tears away, he wasn't going to let this ruin him.

He started walking back to the place that was his apartment doing, trying his best not to cry he put his earphones is and listened to a podcast, ironically they were talking about breaking up with a significant other.

After around ten minutes of walking Jihun had reached the place and saw his stuff in bags in front of the doors. "Here we go". he grabbed his stuff which surprisingly wasn't that much. He picked up his phone and looked through his contacts trying to find someone he would be able to call en took this chance to delete Prableen's phone number. There weren't many people he could call that would actually answer but there was one person who could possibly answer.

Seungjun...

They went to high school and college together, at some point they were inseparable but when Jihun started dating Prableen he stopped talking to him. When they talked one of them would end op mad and Prableen had stated she didn't want them to hang out saying: "Don't you see how you two look when you're together, you hold hands for fucks sake. You're not dating him, you are dating me. Please act like it".

Honestly Jihun really didn't want to separate from Seungjun but what else could he do. He did not want to lose Prableen ever.

But now he has so it doesn't matter anymore..

He had wanted to call him so many times in the last few months, but he never did knowing it was his own fault that he was so miserable.

Jihun stared at the contact for a minute before he finally mustered up the courage to call the one he has missed the most.

"hello, this is seungjun". He thought he had finally finished crying but tears started spilling again after hearing his voice again.

"Who is this?" He was brought back to reality when he realised he should answer.

"Hey, it's me Jihun". He sounded like an idiot not knowing what to say.

"Jihun? why are you calling me?" He thought for a moment if he should be honest or lie.

"I missed you, and something bad happened. I was kicked out of my home and I have nowhere to go. I know it's really bad I'm only calling you now I should have called you earlier but I couldn't. I'm sorry, I really am. Please help me".

"Prableen broke up with you right? I knew this would happen, where are you? I'll pick you up".


A/N: This is the first chapter of something I started because I had a hard time finding stories that are exactly what I like. I'm not good at writing and English isn't my first language. I honestly don't think anyone will every find this story and read it but if you are reading this then THANK YOU. If there is anything about the way I write that you don't like or want me to improve then please tell me. if this becomes a success in any way I might write more but I'm also dying in school so idk.

have a good day.

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