I wake up. I go to school. I get bullied. I go home. I get yelled at by my dad. I cry. I go outside to hang out with my friend Lizzy. She listens to this interesting music that a lot of people hate. I really like it but my dad would kill me if i started to listen to it. Too bad. I ask her to show me around all her bands because there are so many. The first one she shows me, and my favorite one, is Blood On The Dance Floor. Their music seems to relate to me somehow. When i got home that night, i immediately went to my laptop and got my headphones. I started looking up BOTDF songs and I fell in love. Every day, I would rip off a few more songs from YouTube. I don't have much money so that's what I have to do. But every day me and Lizzy hang out and all we talk about is music. I love that she showed me this music. I just wish that I could go to one of their concerts and be able to hug them. That's my dream. Lizzy went to one of their concerts before. She said that they do so much insane stuff at their concerts and that i must go to one. There's a lot of problems though. For instance, my lack of money, my lack of travel, and my lack of parental supervision. I swear to myself that one day I will get all of those things together and go, but for now I must just sit on my laptop watching BOTDF concerts on YouTube and pretending that I'm actually there. For now though, I;m perfectly content doing this.
So my days go on the same. For years I hide my love of BOTDF from my dad. I go through a lot of albums while "in hiding". I remember "It's Hard To Be A Diamond In A Rhinestone World", "Let's Start A Riot", "Epic", "All The Rage!", "Evolution", etc. Right now they are working on a new album called "Bad Blood" and I can't wait for it to come out!!! Soon they are coming to my town and I'm trying so hard to get the things I need to actually go to their concert. They come to Sacramento in about a month. That seems like the perfect amount of time to get my crap together, at least I hope it is. Oh well.
It's 12:15pm now. Me and Lizzy are texting each other like we do every night. It kinda went something like this:
Me: So you know how they are coming in like a month?
Lizzy: yea what about it?
Me: well im trying to get money and a ride so i can go
Lizzy: OMG REALLY!!! but what about your dad?
Me: i have'nt thought about that yet but im trying
Lizzy: ok girl. im tired so im going to bed. night
Me: ok bye. night
After that I go to bed, but like usual I don't have a good night. Pretty much every time I ever go to sleep, I have a nightmare. This time, however, I was drowning. Usually I'm shot, stalked, murdered, or suicide, but never drowning. I feel like in my sub-conscious I know that I can never drown, but I know that at any time I could be stalked or murdered. And I have thought about suicide a lot so that doesn't seem odd to me that, that would be in my dreams. But I know that I can never drown unless it's murder. In my dream, however, I could tell that it wasn't murder. Oh well. To me it means nothing, so I just brush it aside. I have told my dad about my dreams, but he doesn't care. I look over at my clock which tells me the day and time, go figure. But I realize that it's Monday and that today is my last day of school. Finally! Then I realize that, that means the concert is one less day away. I don't care if it's not this concert, or the next one, but I will go to a BOTDF concert at some point. I have to.
++++++++++AUTHOR'S NOTE++++++++++
heyyy. so this took me like 1 and a half hours to come up with AND write. i really hope you like it :) im honestly trying my hardest to make this a good story for you guys :) comment and tell me if you like it. and btw im working on a new chapter now and that should be up soon soon enough. so i guess thats it. byeeeee :P
