Hey guys sorry for not updating this in a while it's just latley I've been thinking and I'm not sure if I'm worth your guys time if I'm honest I have been struggling to be the happy and perky person all my friends and family think I am.
Everyone I know thinks I'm happy all the time and don't let people get to me......that's not true guys I have been hurting inside for a long time now and I have been struggling to be who people think and went me to be and I hate it.
At home when I get there I go hide in my room and cry
When I'm out in public I be the happy shy out going person people think I am.
It sucks, I have been here for a long time now and I'm not sure how to get out of this dark hole.
This was just a rant that I need to get off my chest even if no one will care I need to just get this off my cheast.
Sorry for being a bum to your day......I also have good news I will be uploading my New book the broken girl soon so stay tuned
-jorden
