dear haechan [1]

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Dear minji,

i don't know why i'm writing this. it's not like you will ever see it. i miss you, minji. why didn't you tell me you were sick? why didn't you tell me? i would've done all that i could to help you. but knowing you, you would've said "theres nothing to help. but i'm glad you're by my side."
my heart has never ached this bad before. i can't live without you. i remember when you confessed and liked me since we've met. i've liked you since then, too. i was just to scared to say anything. the day i asked you for the math homework, my heart was beating at 120 miles per hour.

it's been a couple years now since you left our world. you've would have told me to move on, but i can't. i wanted to have kids with you. i wanted to adopt a dog or two and we could raise our own little family together.

i hope you're resting in paradise.

i'll be up there with you soon.

love, haechan.