"RACHEL how could you say she isnt good enough" blaine said "she isnt she is horrible" rachel says running off crying "she isnt my problem i have to meet the vocal adrenalines see you guys at regionals" i walk out of the room and head to the school i enter the auditorium and see everyone jesse comes up to me "everyone this is lavander she is our new lead singer" he says everyone claps and cheers "do you think you could sing a song for us" one of the members asked "sure why not" i say
(normal=lavander)
My demons are begging me to open up my mouth
I need them, mechanically make the words come out
They fight me, vigorous and angry, watch them pounce
Ignite me, licking up the flames they bring about
I sold my soul to a three-piece
And he told me I was holy
He's got me down on both knees
But it's the devil that's tryna
Hold me down, hold me down
Sneaking out the back door, make no sound
Knock me out, knock me out
Saying that I want more, this is what I live for
Hold me down, hold me down
Throw me in the deep end, watch me drown
Knock me out, knock me out
Saying that I want more, this is what I live for
Selfish, taking what I want and call it mine
I'm helpless, clinging to a little bit of spine
They rush me, telling me I'm running out of time
They shush me (sssh), walking me across a fragile line
I sold my soul to a three-piece
And he told me I was holy
He's got me down on both knees
But it's the devil that's tryna
Hold me down, hold me down
Sneaking out the back door, make no sound
Knock me out, knock me out
Saying that I want more, this is what I live for
Hold me down, hold me down
Throw me in the deep end, watch me drown
Knock me out, knock me out
Saying that I want more, this is what I live for
Hold me down now
Hold me down now
Hold me down
I sold my soul to a three-piece
And he told me I was holy
He's got me down on both knees
But it's the devil that's tryna
Hold me down, hold me down
Sneaking out the back door, make no sound
Knock me out, knock me out
Saying that I want more, this is what I live for
Hold me down, hold me down
Throw me in the deep end, watch me drown
Knock me out, knock me out
Saying that I want more, this is what I live for.
"Wow" is what they all say "thanks" i say back to them "why aren't you in the new directions not that i'm not happy your here it's just" jesse says "rachel told me i wasn't good enough and she was a awesome singer so i believed her" i tell them "i can say this because she's my ex but you are WAY better than her" jesse says "OKAY GUYS LETS PRACTICE FOR REGIONALS" i say
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Teenage Dream||Sebastian Smythe
FanfictionLavander is a girl at Mckinnley high she always thought she was a horrible singer but will someone change her mind on how she feels about herself find out
