Depression And Obsession ( An Xxxtentacion Story)

Chapter 3

Zionasia Thoughts  .....

Imagine being alone? Imagine everyone going about there day while your alone physically and mentally. Hurts doesn't it? And your trying not to cry but the tears are building in the corner of your eyes. Along with the burning sensation in the back of throat because you want to scream out so bad. You wanna say something but you promised you wouldn't. You promised that you would act sane for the sake that you don't want anything falling apart. But your heart is ripping and you can feel it. You've cried so much your silence is killing you too. But nobody notices...why? Cause every time you look around you,there is always a moment where your by yourself. So you crawl up in a ball and you mentally destroy yourself silently because being verbal doesn't make a difference. No one's listening. So you just stop. You decide your just gonna stop fighting things you will never have control over, stop fighting for people to notice, stop for people to ask, stop expecting people to care because your always alone. And when your alone it's only you and your thoughts. And that's the only thing that never leaves you ALONE....