Just bored

Tomorrow at my FUNeral

Salutations

You see what I did with the title

It's a PUNishment

OK I'll stop now

So tomorrow's my funeral

Cause we're taking the grades for the term

And you know I'm gonna die

Whether that will be from the results or from being way too anxious

I'm gonna be like "I'm dying and I'm trying but believe me I'm fine but I'm lying I'm so very far from fine"

Kind of like that

Or "Am I alive and well or am I dreaming dead"

That'll be after I get the results

I'm just gonna die ok

CAUSE I SEE YOU LYING NEXT TO ME WITH WORDS I THOUGHT I'D NEVER SPEAK AWAKE AND UNAFRAID ASLEEP OR DEAD

I'm gonna wear my Twenty One Pilots hoodie tomorrow

Because I want to have Twenty One Pilots "by my side"

No it's just that when I'm anxious or when I'm about to have a panic attack I think of them

Or I see pictures of them

And I calm down

So yeah when my teacher will be giving my mother the paper with the grades I'm gonna be like

"Tyler Joseph smiling"

"Josh Dun drumming shirtless"

"Tyler and Josh kissing"

-What?

-What?

No ignore the last one

I'll be singing

Basically inside my mind

I'll be like

"YOU'RE AN ANGEL FALLEN DOWN WON'T YOU TELL US OF THE CLOUDS YOU HAVE FALLEN FROM THE SKY HOE HIGH HOW HIGH"

IF YOU WERE A CHURCH I'D GET ON MY KNEES CONFESS MY LOVE I'D KNOW WHERE TO BE

I'M NOT OOOOOOOKAAAAYYY

I'M NOT OOOOKKKAAAAAAYYYYY

I'M NOT OOOOOOOKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

YOU WEAR ME OOOOOOOUUUUUTTT

SHAKING HANDS WITH THE DARK PARTS OF MY THOUGHTS YOU ARE ALL THAT I'VE GOT SO DON'T FORGET ABABABOUT ME

IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

CAUSE THESE WORDS ARE KNIVES THAT OFTEN LEAVE SCARS THE FEAR OF FALLING APART

Fine I'll stop now

You already know that I'm gonna be dead tomorrow

Last year first semester was good and my grade was 19 1/14

But you never know

WE'LL GO DOWN IN HISTORY

Okay okay I'm tiring

I have like two questions to learn for tomorrow and I'm bored to study them

Guys I'm nervous

My anxiety is kicking from yesterday

I can feel it in my body

And in my head

Because fricking semester

That's a way to torture innocent souls like ours

JOSH DUN

I yelled JOSH DUN today in my classroom

Again

Cause why not

Joshua William Dun is a precious bean

And Tyler Robert Joseph is a precious bean and innocent cinnamon roll

You know that I'm just saying random in things in order to avoid studying

Let me tell you this

stuDYING

stuDIED

Coincidence?

I don't think so

That's a conspiracy

*X files music plays in the background*

I recently joined one new fandom

The Gravity Falls fandom

Basically I used to watch Gravity Falls all summer long

And it's awesome

So I'm part of the fandom now

Also I have a poster of Thomas Brodie Sangster

I think Nikki loves him but I don't remember

I'm sorry Nikki just tell me this

Do you like him?

My memory isn't the best thing ever

And being him is a poster of Green Day

Okay I have to do my homework

I'll upload a chapter maybe at night

I'll see

Have a nice afternoon guys

See yaaa alienssss!!!!👽👽👽