I walked out of the bathroom and turned to see you drinking water while scrolling through your phone, I swallowed the lump of nerves in my throat and walk to the bed that had it's warm covers lifted and was prepared to be laid on, As my body hit the cloud like mattresses I felt sleep wash over me, almost instantly I was falling asleep,
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After your turn the lights off I remember you laying beside me facing me, I was half awake so I didn't really care.
I am a light sleeper so anything wakes me up and that night you woke me up, your didn't accidentally hit me or start snoring, nope what woke me up was feeling your arm wrap around me pulling me closer, I became fully conscious and my heart accelerated as I saw your beautiful sleeping face under the blue full moon. I felt love, something that was new to me.
But know that I think about it, you were definitely awake and it wasn't a sleeping accident, because all the nights we shared a bed and you never held me close again.
The only time you held me in bed was when I was on top of you giving the pleasure I thought you loved and only enjoyed with me, but look at things now that was obviously not true after all you had another.
You really knew how to toy with my emotions, I was probably and open book to you. An easy pray.
