Tom's P.O.V
I woke up and heard the little girl crying beside me and I sat up and opened the curtains considering it was still light. She sat up and looked at me and I sat beside her pulling her close to me.
'Why are you crying little one?'
'E..everyone l..leaves'
'I know.. I'm sorry.. but we can't keep you! you won't be happy with us, were always on tour, me and Dougie are in a band.'
'I...i'll be g..good'
'I know you would baby girl'
I said trying to refrain from crying also. I kissed the top of her head and said.
'In the morning we'll bring you and Buzz too an adoption centre to find a new family..'
'I..I like y..you'
'I like you too but we can't. I want you to stay with me but you can't.'
'I won't eat. I won't t..talk'
'Why not?'
'Then y..you.. could keep me..?'
'How about we forget about that and go get some food?'
'O..okay'
She said and I put her on my hip, left Dougie a note to remember Buzz if he comes down to the restaurant and that we'd gone. At the cafe in the hotel we sat on a sofa and I bought her a cake and some OJ which she slowly picked at. Then Carrie walked in. I stood up and she came and gave me a hug.
'Thought I'd come say hi!'
'Hi'
I said still hugging her.
'Who's your little date then?'
'Not too sure, we found her in an alley with her newborn bro and she's going to the adoption place in the morning'
Carrie sat opposite us and started a cute conversation about her teddy. She seemed to quickly warm to Carrie though she'd had a bad experience with women.
'Why do you look like you've been crying then little missy?'
'T..tom and.. Dougie don't w..want to keep me'
'Tom?!'
'What?!'
'You can't tell her that!'
'Well we can't'
'Be considerate!'
'I am'
I said and went up to the room to bring Buzz and Dougie down. I carried Buzz and passed him to Carrie and Dougie sat between me and the girl and put her on his lap and she looked at him innocently.
'It's okay..'
She randomly said to him.
'What's okay?'
'T..tom said you don't want me.. it's o..okay'
'That's not true! we want you we just can't'
'Why not?'
'We're not fit to be daddies'
'A..anythings better than my mummy was'
'I know'
He said and my heart broke yet again. We all ate pasta and ended up staying until 8:30pm then I brought the girl asleep up to bed and went back down only to get a lecture by Carrie about how we should keep her. Dougie soon went up to bed. I soon said night to Carrie and brought Buzz up to bed and he was passed out already. I held his tiny hand as he fell asleep and saw the girl cuddled up to Dougie and he has his arm tightly around her. I changed and went to sleep soundly but dreading the morning.
