a secret that wont last

chapter 12

I got ready for the day

Makeup:

Hair:

Outfit:

I picked out this and when i came out of bedroom i felt strong arms around me i look back to see jonah(didn't see that coming) i jump out of his arms and he grabs my hand and pulls me back to his room and throws me on the bed and gets on top i try to yell for help but his hand was already over my mouth he takes my skirt and leggings off and his pants off he, he was HUGE,i closed my eyes and hoping this would be over soon i try to block his way but his elbow was holding my arm down and his other holding my arm down and his knees holding my legs down he burst into me i yell but it was muffled he did this for 5 min then he was tired he told me"You tell anyone that's the last word you'll speak" i shook my head understanding we put our clothes on and he left

  i laid there and cried i was done crying so i fixed my makeup put on a fake smile and went downstairs"you look happy"jack said"um..."i have to lie jonah down here"oh yeah i...saw a funny video"i lied"what video" wat do i say"it was...to cats... barking..."it was silent then he started laughing"sounds funny" i look at jonah then jake and then put my fake smile on and i went to get brunch logan came down he put his arms around me i scream really loud and jump out and run the wall and face him"omg did i scare you""umm...yeah don't do that like ever again" i look at jonah i see guilt in his eyes but then smirks i cant tell if he's guilty or not logan looks at me and he looks concerned he hugs me and ask what wrong i see jonah watching i say nothing we should go out i wanna spend time with you

we go out to a fancy restaurant and we eat its nice i needed to clear my head i got spaghetti and logan got steak
My eyes wonder off logan i look around the restaurant then i spot him... Jonah, gulp i think to myself how did he get here he's like a ninja i finish up quickly and i say loudly do jonah can hear lets go home now ok we pay and we walk to the car i tell him to head to the park so we do we swing on the swings and talk then we leave we go home and see jonah on the couch with a girl watching a movie

We ignore them and walk upstairs logan takes my hand sits me on the bed and says "what's wrong" i look confused at him thinking i know what he's talking about you "you know the scare when i wrap my hands around you eating quickly you've just been acting acting off" i sigh and say "i was threatened if i tell anyone that would be the the last thing i would say" "come on babe you can trust me i won't tell" i peek outside the door and see jonah on the couch with the girl i sit back down sigh and say"jonah..." a tear rolls down my face he puts his arm around "jonah...raped me" i hold him down knowing he was going to kill the living shit out of jonah witch by look of his he look like he was i say please don't tell him i told you i sit their crying and i say stay here im gonna fo take a shower i get in there and sang

...been missing your phone calls but a really didn't mean too your one of a kind wanna spend all my time cuz im really really into you yeah i hope your really really into me too so we can just chill why don't we just chill why don't we just forget about all of the drama all of the problems...i wish i could fo that right know i get out and put a towel around me and walked out and saw all the boys with there mouth open i see jonah in the back with guilt they all say your amazing you need to join the band "really id love too"
We then went to bed were making a song tomorrow im so excited