Love or not ?

Love

Lin Manuel Miranda

I went to Vanessa and I 's room and prepared myself to knock on the door.

" This is easy just tell her you love her then her you're bisexual then tell her you like groffsauce and that you want to have an open marriage !" I thought to myself hoping it would give me more courage.

Yes I was Bi.

And yes I really wanted to be with Jon. But I still really loved Vanessa so why not have an open relationship?

I took a deep breath before going into Vanessa's room

" I love you " I blurted out.

" I love you too but what happened to knocking?" Vanessa asked me smiling.

" This is my room too I can go into my room can't I ?" I asked Vanessa frowning.

Vanessa chuckled and nodded. " Ok what's wrong Lin ?" Van asked looking at me.

I went to her and took her hands in mine.

" I have to tell you something " I said frowning at Vanessa.

" Gosh you're not pregnant are you?" Vanessa asked me frowning.

" I'm not joking Van !" I said annoyed.

" Ok big man what's wrong?" Van asked smiling at me.

" Look you know I love you right?" I asked smiling. " Uh hu " Vanessa said smiling.
" Well would you mind if I loved you and someone else?" I asked frowning.
" You want an open marriage because you like Jon ?" Van asked me smiling.

" I like Groff... Woah how did you know?" I asked frowning.

" I know you sweetie and I see the way you look at him it's the same way you look at me !" Vanessa said smiling at me " We've been together for a long time and I know you love me so if an open relationship is something you want we can have that "

" You're not mad ?" I asked frowning.

" We can't help who we fall in love with Lin, and I know you love the guy just seeing the way you look at him " Vanessa said smiling.

" Ok " I said smiling.

" Now go get him before it's too late !" Vanessa said smiling at me.

I nodded and got my shoes on.

Jonathan was going to California for a movie project.

I was going to stop him and tell him that I loved him and then I was going to go to cali with him.

I decided that I was going to do a big number and sing his song from Hamilton.
I got the rest of the cast to meet me at the airport.

I packed a few things and then ran out the door.

I took the next bus to the Airport and stopped in my tracks once I saw Jon.

I saw the others and signaled for them to come over.

" Excuse me I think you stole a piece of my heart!" I called to Jon using a really cheesy pickup line to stop him.

Jon turned around and frowned once he saw me.

" Lin " Jon said frowning.

I gave the rest of the cast a thumbs up and they started the music.

I started singing

"You say
The price of my love's not a price that you're willing to pay. You cry
In your tea which you hurl in the sea when you see me go by
Why so sad?
Remember we made an arrangement when you went away
Now you're making me mad
Remember, despite our estrangement, I'm your man
You'll be back, soon you'll see
You'll remember you belong to me
You'll be back, time will tell
You'll remember that I served you well
Oceans rise, empires fall
We have seen each other through it all
And when push comes to shove
I will send a fully armed battalion to remind you of my love!
Da da da dat da dat da da da da ya da
Da da dat dat da ya da!
Da da da dat da dat da da da da ya da
Da da dat dat da..." I sang going closer to Jon " You say our love is draining and you can't go on
You'll be the one complaining when I am gone...
And no, don't change the subject
'Cause you're my favorite subject
My sweet, submissive subject
My loyal, royal subject
Forever and ever and ever and ever and ever...
You'll be back like before
I will fight the fight and win the war
For your love, for your praise
And I'll love you till my dying days
When you're gone, I'll go mad
So don't throw away this thing we had
'Cause when push comes to shove
I will kill your friends and family to remind you of my love
Da da da dat da dat da da da da ya da
Da da dat dat da ya da!
Da da da dat da dat da da da da ya da
Da da dat
Everybody!
Da da da dat da dat da da da da ya da
Da da dat dat da ya da!
Da da da dat da dat da da da da ya da da da da
Dat dat da ya da!"

After the song Jon stared at me speechless.

" Lin you're married " Jon whispered " And there is no lyric in that song that is even a little bit romantic "

" Vanessa agreed to an open marriage " I said smiling.

" Lin..." Jon said frowning.

" Do I have to sing it again ?" I asked frowning.

I signaled for the rest of the cast to go away which they did.

They gave me a thumbs up and left.

Jon went to me and kissed me.

Right there and then it started raining. I didn't care. I couldn't care if Jonathan was there.

After minutes of kissing we were soaking wet.

" I'm not going to California " Jon said pulling away

" You are and I'm coming with you " I said smiling.

Jon smiled.

" Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked Jon smiling.

" Yes !" Jon said wrapping his arms around me.

The crowd that had formed around us started cheering and clapping.

I smiled and kissed Jonathan's forehead.

" Are you sure Van's ok with this?" Jon asked.

" I'm sure " I said smiling.

" Can we stay in New York?" Jon asked frowning.

" so I bought tickets to California for no reason?" I asked frowning.

" Yup !" Jon said smiling

I chuckled and we took the bus back to my apartment.