Sitting in my bed can't get out of my head all I can think of is if I was dead. parents left so I turn to theft pray for forgiveness cuz that's all I can do, lay down with tears in my eyes "why am I here" everyone's calling me a queer, slut, whore, I look towards the door the tears start to pour from my eyes "what the fuck is wrong with these guys?"
Making my life a living hell scared to die but honestly it's better to be gone then alone and alive.
People say it gets better as you get older but with every day that passes by the more I want to die, I feel like I should just wave bye. I try to wipe these tears dry but all I can do is cry and I'm wondering "why?" I silently scream for help I want to scream out loud but I can't get the words out I feel like all I can do is pout I wish there was a way out.
Look at me now with these cuts on my arm blood dripping onto the floor "guess I am a whore." I give up and grab the gun "I'm sorry hun." I put my hair in a bun I'm Shakin as I load the gun I put it to my head and all I can think of is "please forgive me." I take a deep breath and I pull the trigger the white lights getting bigger I'm gone.
Now ain't it funny how no one cares untill its to late. Makes me feel like im just deaths bait with all this hate, well i guess it's to late im gone so I wrote this song for all of you who feel alone, you're not alone. Believe me you are loved like the dove..❤️
