Chapter 14

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I stare at the stone wall in the shower.

I'm still tired and thinking of not going to school but I have to. I must be hungry because I can literally feel the smell of the breakfast mum made me. I don't want to think of Harry no. I need a pause from him, I spend way to much time with him and I just need a break from him. Harry is literally the only friend I have here. Ok I have more friends from school but Harry is the only one I spend time with after school, my other 'friends' are just classmates.

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When I'm done with drying my hair I

choose what to wear to school. I pick black jeans and an oversized shirt, i don't really care about how I look today. I don't even put on makeup.

I go downstairs to eat the breakfast mum made me.

Harry's POV

I wake up and thank god I didn't wake up too late like I always do, I just grab my black jeans and a white t shirt. I remember how my mom always picked what I was going to wear. Wow long time ago. I walk downstairs and I feel the smell of breakfast. My dad is sitting on a chair around the food table. He's reading the newspaper like he always does, my dad is wearing very boring clothes. A white shirt and black jeans. His jeans aren't tight like mine. My dad is always happy, and a strong man I remember how broken he got when my mum died, I was also broken and he did everything to comfort me and be a good parent. He stares at me and breaks the silence

"Goodmorning son" he smiles

I can't help but smile at the poor man in front of me

I simply reply with

"Morning dad"

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I'm standing in the hallway with my backpack on my back, I put my converses on. I usually don't say bye to my dad but today I kinda do,.

"Bye dad, I'm heading to school" I say

My dad steps into the hallway and gives me a hug. This is so fucking awkward

"Have fun son" he says and leaves me in awkwardness.

I open the door and I immediately feel the cold wind. And my thoughts goes to Sarah .. I need to give her space. She spends too much time with me and she just needs some space. Ugh..

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I walk through the school hallway to my locker. And Sarah is standing there. I kinda forgot our lockers are next to Eachother. I don't know what I should say, it's like the first time we met.. awkward...

"Harry I can't spend time with you" she says shyly

I know that. She needs space and I have to give her some. Without thinking I respond

"I know"

She stares at me and looks suprised

"What" she asks

"What" I respond, I don't know what else to respond

"How did you know that I need space or I mean how do you know" she asks

"Because you're with me very often and maybe you need a pause, I shouldn't be here at all" I say and stare at the floor,

she lifts up my face with her fingers until my eyes meet her

"Yes you're right Harry. I do spent way to much time with you but this is school, you can't just skip it" she says with a low voice

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