Love can also hurt

Dear Diary,

I saw him again today, but he wasn't alone. She was there too. I stood there in the middle of the hallway just glaring at her without even knowing. Letting time consume me. I didn't care what was happening around, what I wanted more was her to leave him alone.

As she hugged him i could feel my body tense. Why is she touching whats mine. She looked up from were she was standing and gave me a devilish look like she knew what she was doing and walked away.

I did feel a little bit better knowing she was gone, but a piece of my heart broke-off just now and I don't think it can be fixed.

Dear Diary,

I have been noticing some strange behavior from him. At first I would go unnoticed but as i go more into the school year he has been sending me weird signals. ( For an example I was standing on the lunch line and chatting with some friends of mine and from the corner of my eye I could see a figure watching me. I turned around and he was just starring at me we quickly caught eyes for what seemed like forever. I lowered my head and walked a way).

In that moment i felt my heart break away. It was completely shattered.

9 Years Later

Dear Diary,

Its been awhile.

You may be wondering what happened to him. Today is our wedding day. I figured i would write in here to calm my nerve before i do my big walk. A long time Ago I remembered my heart breaking into tiny pieces when i was at my worst. I never told you why my heart broke.
So here it goes.
( When he looked at me he mouthed I LOVE YOU and that's what made me snap I quickly dropped my tray and ran as fast as I can. I didn't stop running until i hit a wall and fell to the ground. I woke up in the nurses office. I looked around and say a figure but it was to dark to see. My dumb ass decided to say hello thinking that someone was going to answer, but to my surprise someone did answer, it was my special lover. The only words that he said was "I am so sorry I didn't know me loving you could hurt you so bad i promise i will never hurt you again", and with those words my heart was magically repaired.)

I never thought love could hurt so much to the point you feel absolutely nothing. Only the right person could make your heart feel whole again....

Because love can also hurt

    sincerely,Clementine