I'm Empty inside
But there's something
That's weighing me down
I should be floating
Back up to the top
But I'm just sinking further
Down and down and down
Instead of up it's down
A fallen battleship
Struck with a missile of catastrophe
Hey that's me
I don't feel alive
But I'm not dead yet
I'm trying
I'm trying to stay alive
To keep my heart on beating
And my lungs on breathing
I'm problematic
And suicidal
I lead people on
And bring them down
YOU ARE READING
thoughts of a newly medicated loser <3
Poetrybad poetry and depression rants TRIGGER WARNING I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH THERE IS A TRIGGER WARNING FOR SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND IDEATION, SELF HARM, EATING DISORDERS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, AND A GENERAL AIR OF MENTAL ILLNESS