Broken Wings

The story of.....

Jimin P.O.V

As soon as my eyes open I look around me frantically trying to make sure that I'm at home, breathing in relief as I see my other hyungs sleeping along with Taehyung and Jungkook.

I decide to go to take a bath to relax my tense muscles but make sure to leave a note to the others so they wouldn't freak out.

Entering the bathroom after taking new clothes, I fill the bathtubs with warm water and open some music on my phone.

My mind keeps thinking about what is happening and it makes me scared but also tired not only physically but also mentally.

I don't know how long I would be able to go on with the amount of fear building inside of me.

Closing my eyes as darkness surrounds me, the only thing I'm aware of now if myself falling into a state of numbness made by me in an attempt to escape.

The calmness of my mind is interrupted by the ringing of my phone, I groan as I take it and answer it without bothering to look at the caller.

" Hello? "

" Jimin ssi please don't hang up on me "

My eyes widen as I hear a foreign voice my heart beating fast.

" Who...who are you? How did you get my number "

" Please Jimin ssi I didn't mean to do all of this! Please I love you, and I didn't mean to hurt anyone "

She keeps crying and I feel a bit of sadness filling my heart.

" What do you want from me? Why do all of this? "

" I can't tell you on the phone, I sent you a video to your email but please watch it and you will understand all of it "

Before I could say anything she hang up and I take a deep breath and leave the bathroom after cleaning and wearing my clothes.

As I get down I see everyone sitting down on the table waiting for breakfast.

" Morning Jimin, sit down and eat breakfast "

I just sit down and play with the food in my plate.

" Chimchim? Please eat something you can't starve yourself "

" I'm not hungry Taehyung "

" Hyung please just a little bit "

" I can't eat anything Jungkook

" Jiminie come on please for us "

" I can't Hoseok hyung please leave it "

" What's wrong Jimin? "

" Nothing Namjoon hyung "

" You are lying Jimin, answer Namjoon "

" I'M NOT LYING! STOP IT YOONGI HYUNG!!! "

" Jimin baby come to me, tell Jin hyung what is bothering you? We won't be angry "

" I'm just nervous, everything is too much. Also I found an email from someone unknown and I don't know what's in it, and I want to watch it "

Strangely they agreed on it and Jungkook offered to bring me the laptop and I opened the video, this time there wasn't any music just a girl, the same girl with a mask on her face. She started talking and I gulped as I got a hold of Jin hyung hand.

" Jimin ssi thank you for watching this, I'm really sorry for what I done, but I needed to get your attention "

Taehyung scoffed at this " You didn't have to do all of this to get our attention "

" Let me tell you a story, I was raised in a house that never had any love in it, we struggled with money a lot and I couldn't take it. But what made me snap was being bullied in school, I was short and fat, everyone called me ugly, I tried to ignore them but I couldn't "

" Don't believe it Jimin hyung! It's obvious that she is saying this to gain sympathy "

" Please Jungkook let's just continue this " I say as I feel tears forming in my eyes at how hard her childhood was.

" That's when I attempted suicide but failed, also that's when I first saw you, then I started to feel alive, I was determined to change and I did "

" Yeah you became a crazy bitch! "

" Please Jungkook don't say things like that "

" Jimin hyung you can't possibly believe all of this! "

" Jungkook is right Jimin "

" Please Namjoon hyung let us continue "

" The first time I saw you I didn't know what came over me but I knew tgat I need to have something that belongs to me with me so I would be able to keep going, that's how I got your ring and chain. Then I dated for the first time ever, he looked just like you and was so sweet. But that didn't last because as soon as he got my virginity he dumped me and hurt me. Since then I knew that people are cruel and I would only be happy with you. Please Jimin ssi I love you and wouldn't be able to go on without you. "

" Jimin don't believe this, she knows how good hearted you are "

" Yes Jimin Yoongi hyung is right, she is trying to use  kindness " Namjoon hyung adds and I keep my eyes on the screen as she smiles and talk again.

" I need to thank you Jimin ssi, because of you I got to know that guys are so cruel, only because of you I went through it and for that I'm thankful "

The screen turned black and I looked at everyone before saying.

" She got hurt because of me, the least I can do is to meet her, help her and make her have treatment for her issues "

" You can't be serious Jimin! " Hoseok hyung says

" You won't do that, I will call our manager and tell him about all of this "

" But this is my decision Namjoon hyung! "

" You aren't thinking Jimin hyung! She is doing this on purpose! "

" Stay out of this Jungkook!! "

" Jimin don't yell !! "

" You can't control me Yoongi hyung!!! "

" SILENCE!!! " we all stop talking and look at Jin hyung who is looking at us with cold eyes.

" Stop arguing, I'm the one who is going to say what we will do and you will do without saying anything! Namjoon you will tell our manager, Yoongi and me will be with you and help anything. Hoseok will make sure that Jimin is always with him while we are out along with Jungkook and Taehyung will be sleeping with Jimin in his room so Jimin wouldn't try to do anything. "

" I DON'T NEED BABYSITTERS!  "
A loud slap is heard as my face turn to the other side from it's power, I look to see who slapped me and to my surprise it's Taehyung with taers in his eyes.

" Stop this nonsense Jimin. We are doing this because we care about you and we wouldn't be able to function without you, please I can't live without you by my side so please understand " I feel bad as I see Taehyung sobbing so I do what I always do to comfort him, I hug him so tight as we both cry. All the others join our hug and I feel loved but also I can't help but think of how many lives I ruined because of this.

I really don't know what to do, please someone help me.

Sorry for not being to update in a while, I will try my hardest to update more.
Hope you like this.
Lots of love to you.
Lulu