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Chapter 1

Harry's P.O.V

My eyes shot open.

White. It's all I can see.

There isn't much to see anyway.

Just white.

I hear beeping noises. But I can't make out where the noise is coming from.

Where the fuck am I?!

How do I get the hell out of here?!

I feel a light tap on my shoulder. As I turn around, I see her.

My mom was standing right in front of my naked green eyes, dressed in all white.

She looks so pale, so dead, but her eyes are shining brightly. She looks happy.

"Mom," I say as I reach out my hand to pull her in for a hug. But I couldn't feel her.

"You can hear and see me clearly but you can't touch me." I simply nod.

"Where the hell am I?" I ask as I look around once more.

"Am I dead?"

I spoke just what's in my mind without even thinking.

I look her dead in the eyes as I wait for her to speak.

"No Harry," she starts off, laughing.

"You're between Life and Death, Paradise and Earth."

Questions start popping in my head.

How the fuck did I get here?

How do I go back?

Why is she here?

Where are dad and Gemma?

She puts her hand on my shoulder, "Go back Harry" I look around...

"How?"

"You'll get back, just try, you'll know how."

She start leaning forward. She pulls me in for a hug but I can't feel it... I can't hold her. She kisses my cheek and starts walking backwards, away from me.

"Wait! I don't know how to go back, and there are so many questions running through my head"

I start walking towards her but it feels like she's so far away, I can't reach her.

"I love you, Harry" her voice echoes and with that, she's gone.

"But," I start as tears form in my eyes.

"I still need you" I whisper as a tear rolls down my cheek and drops to my hand...

I look down and I notice, I'm also wearing all white. I scream as I feel myself frozen

and there's a pain running throughout my whole damn body. I shut my eyes tightly.

I open them again, but this time, my vision is blurred. I feel some movement and the beeping sound is now louder than ever. My vision clears and I see a nurse looking at me closely. She smiles at me widely.

"Welcome back" she chuckles. Well she's easy going..I like it.

"What happened?" I ask curiously.

I catch her frown sympathetic. My hands fiddle and I start worrying. She's acting like a fucking drama queen, she should just get it over with for God's sake!

"You and your family got in a terrible car accident and you've been in a coma ever since.." she trailed off.

She looks worried now as she looks away from me.

great..

bloody fucking drama again!

for God's sake she's a nurse not a bloody actress!

"For how long?" I ask impatiently, my tone clearly showing off my rudeness. But I don't fucking care.

"For nearly 4 months now" she gives me a sympathetic smile yet again. Well she's clearly trying to get on my freaking nerves.

"What about my parents? and I remember I have a sister..where is she?"

"Your parents passed away...I'm sorry. And yeah you do have a sister, Gemma Styles, she went back to England, Holmes Chapel..to err...arrange the funeral" she whispers the last part.

My blood runs cold and I feel my heart drop. They can't be dead!

"No..." I whisper trying not to lose my temper.

"I'm so sorry!" she's about to fucking rant and I don't need it.

"NO!" I yell this time.

"They can't be! You're lying!" tears spill from my now sad dark eyes. But no don't get it wrong, I don't just simply cry..in fact I haven't even cried before this way. It's just I actually liked my parents even though I can't remember anything about them right now.

As she sees me like this, tears form in her eyes.I know she's sensitive now. And a drama queen, don't forget.

I watch as she blinks away and smiles -wait yet again it's a sympathetic smile- and this time I glare at her.

"I don't need your shitty sympathy!" I scream at her, my teeth gritted.

"Get out." I close my eyes and take a deep breath and as I reopen my eyes, she's still standing there. Yeah she's damn annoying too, boo hoo.

"NOW!" I yell angrily and with one last look she's out the door.

Finally.