*BEEP BEEP BEEP*
Fucking alarm clock.. I turn it of and look up in the ceiling. In fact, I can't see it, the cold room is dark.
I sit up in the bed, this day will surely be like the other days. I go to work, meet my band mates, and HIM, and go home again...
I have secret feelings for HIM, every time he gets close I freeze and it's hard to breath. And every time I'm thinking of him, I get butterflies in my stomach. And sometimes, this feelings make me sad, because I know he doesn't feel the same.
I get out of bed and walk down to the kitchen. I make some coffee and wait for it to be done in the coffee maker. I hate that fucking sound it makes. But, I hate everything today, because I will meet HIM, who doesn't love me back.
When the coffee is ready I take it and sit down on a chair next to the window. I look out. It is a sunny day, but there is some clouds on the sky. I take a sip if my coffee.
I am deep in my own thoughts when the phone is ringing. It wakes me up from my day dreaming. I walk toward the phone and answer the call.
"Hello?"
"Hello Hizaki! How are you today?"
It is Teru. He is the only one who knows about me feelings for HIM.
"I am fine," I lied, "what did you want Teru?"
"I wanted to say, Kamijo is not coming today."
"Why?"
"Ehh.... Because he found out about your feelings for him..."
Oh no..... He hates me...
"HOW COULD HE DO THAT TERU??? SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!"
"I explain later, okay."
And then he hung up.
How could HE find out about me feelings...?
To be continued...