It's so wrong, but it feels so right

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One thing I'll never forget is the moment where he was singing, as his attention got on to my phone which was recording him. He looked behind it and saw me. H-he saw me? With his angel blue eyes? •
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I blacked out for a second. It was the first time that our eyes met, and I felt something. Not kind of a feeling I got every time I watched his vlog.. This one was even more better than it. I knew I loved him, but I didn't know I loved him this much.
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He looked away. Damn it. God.. What did i expect, for him to kiss ME in front of so many people. •
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I mean not saying he wasn't able to do it..😏
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To this day I can't  believe he did that. •
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Out of all people being here, he locked his eyes on me.. Huh.. I see you Paul.(bc I wasn't blind, pff obviouslyy😂) •
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I don't remember much about the performance, but what I do remember is that 3 hour long waiting lineeeeee.... It was so long, that Laura started fangirling too:
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Laura: Anisha.. I need to tell you something..
Anisha: yeah, what?
Laura: he's just too sweet I think I like him a lot more now. He just looks so good in that merch.
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I laughed as I pulled her into a hug. I mean who doesn't like him? •
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We were both getting more and more nervous as we started getting closer to him. I could see him, hugging every person, then taking a picture with them. Which honestly made me a little sad. • •
How is he going to remember me when he hugged and took pictures with so many people.. Oh wait! I have a gift for him! Yeah. Imma be special.
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Yeah, on my flight to Dubai I wrote a full notebook about the things I love about him. I just hope he reads it if he has time, plus I added my phone number on the first page..
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What? I mean who wouldn't?
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As I got lost in my thoughts I didn't even realise it was Laura's turn. oh god! It was so beautiful to see your best friend meeting her idol, something I'll never forget: