Oneshot - It was just wrong

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I was just wrong! What I am doing but I can't stop it. I am in love with the brother of my brother's boyfriend but that isn't the problem. I am a 20-years-old guy. Before you ask, no that I am gay doesn't matter either. The Problem is that the boy I love is only 15-years-old. I am a fucking Pedophile. But I can't resist. He is so innocent, he doesn't know what he is doing or does he? He sometimes brushes my hand with his. And if the bus or the something is cramped, he sits on my lap. If I am not looking, he always stares at me and when I look at him, he pretends to look away. Should I asked Dean or Cas or should I let it be. What if I tell them that I love Sammy and they think I am weird or they start hating me or they will never let me see Samsquatsch again. That can't happen! But I need someone to talk...

I got up from my bed and slowly walked towards Cassy's Bedroom. I knocked and waited. After only a few seconds you could hear Cas voice from inside. "Come in Gabe." He knows that it only could be me, because we are the only one living in this house. I opened the door and shyly got into the room which probably surprised Cas, because I usually burst into the room. With a small voice, I asked my one year younger brother "Heyo, can you promise me something Baby bro?". I just stood next to the door and looked to the floor. "Is everything okay, Gabriel? But yeah, I will promise whatever it is." Castiel replied. "I want you do promise me that you don't hate me, for what I will say next. Promise?" I said, while looking down onto my feet. "Promise!" Cas said with confident he would never hate me, that was a Promise we mad years ago but I needed a fresh up in this situation.

"I kind of love.... Sam....Deans brother. "I said or should I say whispered. "Yes, go one..."Castiel said like it was nothing. "Nothing, that was it." I answered, while looking up confused. "Why should I hate you for loving someone? You were the only person in our family who excepted that I was gay. So, what's the problem then." Cassy said, while rising an eyebrow. "That I am a Pedophile, Castiel! I am 20, he is 15."I replied with a louder voice. "It doesn't matter. As long as you don't fuck him or force him." My brother replied harshly. "I am 20 and I didn't have a girlfriend or boyfriend since forever... I am horny so not fucking is hard, ok." I replied with all honesty while chuckling. "Eww..."he chuckled." Like I know for a Fact that our Sammyboy loves you." Cas said with a big old smile. "Haha very funny! He wouldn't, I am too old for him." I said with a sad undertone.

Cas stood up from his bed, to go to me. "Gabriel don't always think like that. He really loves you. When you leave the room, he starts to rave about you." "Wait, what." I nearly screamed. OMC he wouldn't. "Yeah Gabriel, he loves you! Oh, and they will be over in a few minutes." No, No they can. I don't know if I can control myself and my body. "Oh cool, I will be going." I turned on my heels and wanted to go out of the door but Cas held me back and my arm and turned me around and pressed me against his bed.

"Castiel Novak, what in the world are you doing." I said in an angry voice. Cas grinned and said with a diabolic grin "Keeping you from living this house or this room." I started moving and trying to kick him of me. After a while I kicked him of me but as soon as I wanted to stand up he pushed me back down. After about 10 Minutes of fighting the doorbell rang. I tried to find a plan how I could escape. There were 3 options. First one: I will jump out of the window, second one would be locking myself in my room and finally I just stay and give up. But at least I got a little bit of time, because Castiel needed to open the door. I looked at Cas waiting for him to get off me and go to the door, but what I see was shocking, he was grinning like an idiot. I raised an eyebrow and asked him if he wouldn't open the door. He didn't response he only inhaled and screamed "Come in the door is open." "You asshole didn't just to that."

I looked at him with an angry expression. You could hear the boys open the door and coming upstairs, arguing about something. They opened the door and looked shocked, no wonder Cas was still on me. "Are you cheating, Angel?" Dean laughed. "Yes, want to join?" Castiel asked with a serious face. Is he serious? No, he can't be. "Yeah, let's all rape a 20-year-old." I said jokingly while kicking Cas out of the bed. I sat up and looked at the Winchester.