Born in a family without a grandpa isn't easy. My grandfather died last winter and my dad is devastated, and my mom just started going back to work. My best friend hates me now and my grades are dropping. I feel that everyone hates me because I don't talk to anyone. I keep my head down, and I stay silent. I don't have any close friends because I stay quiet and say that everything sucks. >sigh< I just want somebody to know how I feel.
But it takes courage to look as hard as you can for a friend like my old best friend. My old best friend was daring, kind, and brave, and true. I lost her when she dumped me for girls that were "cooler" then I was. I just want my old life back. Where I was smart, I had my best friend, and my grandfather. That's the life I wish I had. That's the life I NEED to have.
