She holds the razor edge to her skin
Their words cut deeper again
Dont be fooled by the laughs and smiles
Alone with only the thoughts in her head
She is dying all the while
Surrounded by friends you still feel all alone darlin
Locked in your head you dont hear me beg
To please hear me
Your not alone, you're never alone
Been by your side the whole time but you never see
Im not the one you need
But I'm always here
Open your tear staind eyes dear
I grip your limp, shaking hand in mine
Yoy whisper the words everyone wants to hear
"Im fine." She says with a smile I know is false
Ive seen it all before
My friend, let me in
Dont lock this door, no not again
I see you flinch when people get to close
Your face flickers with pain
You say its better than the things they say
You wear long sleeves in the summer
Saying its just a bet
But your sleeves are down
Your eyes are red
I know somethings wrong
"Its was just the cat. " is what you said
Outside shes so calm how can no one hear the screams in her head?
I hear them and her cry for help into the void
Finally she lets me in
Each scar on her body hits me hard
Hurting as if they were my own
Hurting herself she doesn't see, she's hurting me
But I'd take every harsh word making her think she has no worth
I'd walk through hell and let it burn right through my shoes
Her soul is more important than these rubber soles
I will take on the world
Just to silence every word and the voices in your head dear
YOU ARE READING
Into the Void I speak.
PoetryThese are just random things I feel and write about to pass the time.