"A semi suicide note."

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I love the approach of death so much, that i would wait for it's knock on my door.

I would love to drown myself, already drowned myself with alcohol, pain & sadness.

I love the approach of death, just to stop everything, to stop my life.

I would love to stab myself, Already stabbed with the sharpest words, Leaving a fresh wound in my heart, it can't be healed.

I love the approach of death so much, that everyday I'd burn myself with hot water because i don't know maybe for hell.

I would love to burn myself, just like every suicide letter i burned because i always choose life.

Oh how lovely to be a fucked up guy in a fucked up world. I know there is more in life but im tired to find life.

I'm not gonna die I know it for sure. because I always choose to live even if i have the last cigarette and a loaded gun in my hand.

cheers for pain & sadness, for making you feel alive.

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