I run. I run so fast and as far as i possible can run before having to take a break to catch my breath. I'm scared. I don't know who i'm gonna cross roads with, and i hope to god it's not a human. Because i can't control myself yet. And that's gonna be the ends of that person. I don't want to kill anyone else. II don't want to be this monster. I don't want to be a criminal ending up in prison. That's not on my to do list.
I remember that my brother used to have a cottage himself when he was alive, i should try to get up there. So i set my direction and run the other 5 miles before getting to the cottage. It's not as big as mine but he lived alone, i had Amber and Zedd. I had them. This is hurting them more then me, and i cannot describe how sorry i am to them, they would never accept it. I get up to the front door, i know the spare key is under the carpet, i pick it up and unlock the door, and when i step inside it's over a million memories that's hitting me at once. It's like stepping into a time machine.
The kitchen is placed just like in mine, but the open fireplace isn't, it's sitting in the right corner, mine is in the middle of the room. I guess we had a similar taste after all. I place myself at his couch, just sitting there, not even trying to clear myself form what's inside of me. I guess i have accepted it after all.
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BOK 4 - THE FEAR (AVSLUTAD)
VampireThe new life that i have to adjust myself to is very hard for me. Darren is gone and all i can hope for is that he's gonna be alright. He's not contacting any of us. And i hope he's fine. Everytime someone mentions his name my heart breaks all over...
