I'm- sitting here at home feeling like absolute shit.
Because I'm sick,
I haven't-
Ya know.
My parents baby proofed my room by taking out all my sharp things
You: Yaaaaay no more SH
I found one of my old blades yesterday
Everyone: fuCK
AND I've been playing with it, kinda staring at it. Unwrapped it.
But I haven't cut and I have no idea why, I really want to, but idk why I can't.
Am I afraid?
Do I not want to disappoint people?
Idk. Idk.
Do I need more RP partners to keep my mind distracted? (There are way too many hours in the day where I'm alone and that's not good for me)
Idk. If you wanna rp tho, hit me up.
Thanks for reading ig
