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"why did you do that?", i had to ask.

i didn't want to forgive you for the past

but you held onto my heart, and broke it like glass

and yet i still loved you, even if you make me mad.

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you started to plead, and begged with me

you said you were sorry, wanted to erase the bad memory

"then why did you do it?", was my simple reply

you denied, saying "i wasn't in the right state of mind."

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i clenched my fists, and i clenched them hard

"why the hell did you go to that stupid bar?"

you drove your car and you drove real far

you made a choice to break my fragile heart

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you had an addiction that you didn't see

it took over you, consumed your thinking

you decided to choose the drink over me

and sadly it was the end of things

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you said you didn't know what came over you that night

i said it's the addiction that you refuse to fight

you stared at me closely, wanting to make things right

but when it comes to us, the future isn't bright