Marilyn Manson oneshots

Sobbing //fluff

Trigger warning. And self harm warning....

You sat in your room curled up in a ball. You felt so alone and so numb.
You sobbed quietly. You say up and reach for the only thing that can momentary take away your pain.
A razor.
The razors sharp edges glide across your skin like skates on ice.
Bloods seeps out your arms. For a moment, only a moment, every thing is better.
That quickly changed.

"Hey sweetie?" You hear Brian call you from the other room.

Shit he wasn't supposed to get home so early....

You don't answer him...
"Y/n...?" His voice strains a little bit getting louder.
Brian is aware of your 'past'... he's currently really worrying.

You still can't speak. Your throat sore from crying.
Brian bursts through your bedroom door to find you sobbing in a pool of your own blood.
(Mk I'm over exaggerating that, there's not thatttt much blood)

"Nonononono darling..." Brian rushes over to you and snatches the blade from your hand.

You cry and curl up into his arms like a little child.

"Y/n...." His voice is soft yet hurt.

"I-I'm sorry..." your voice breaks

"It's okay... it's okay ... let's clean you up.." Brian picks you up. You snuggle up into his chest and hold him tightly.

He carry's you to the bathroom an cleans your wounds. He finishes by wrapping your arms (those ace bandage things) and kisses you.

"You know, I love you so much y/n . It hurts me seeing you like this..."

You go to Apologize once again, but Brian swoops In and kisses you.

"I love you..." You say in a hushed tone as you break the kiss.

You both go to bed and start cuddling.

"Promise you won't do this again.."

"...."

"Y/n....?"

"I'll try Brian.. I can't make any promises... but I'll really try. I love you so much...." you start sobbing again.

Brain pulls you in close .
"Thank you. I love you please try..."

You hold Brian tightly enjoying his warmth. Your breathing steady s and you fall asleep in his arms. Sorrounded by his love.

A/n okay yeah I'm sorry that this sucked SO BADLY. Just haven't been in the mood lately lol.
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