If you don't try you will never known if u can dp it or not. Work is what I want what I need to take my mind off from my greatest fear of failure to do my harts desire, someday it's easy someday it's harder to force myself to not listen to the voices. Dear God help me find a job to get me away from my destruction, I made a promise, planning to keep it as difficult as it sounds it's more than that. My life will be over. Work come soon work make it possible to forget the bad,forget the dark stress to let go. All that is keeping my promise, is the consequences of me braking the promise.
