BOOK OF PRIVATE CHAPTERS

NEVER LET ME GO

As they kissed Aashi moved her palms from his shoulder and slid down resting them on his chest. Rishabh held her waist tighter as she played with the top button of his shirt. Rishabh broke the kiss and looked up at her. She smiled at him and he smiled back. Aashi closed her eyes as he kissed her forehead and tilted his head. She moved her head up and kissed his lips. He kissed back.

While kissing her Rishabh moved his hand under her Tee and she gasped feeling his palm on her bare skin. Rishabh smiled into the kiss but doesn't stop kissing her. Quickly, Aashi composed herself and began unbuttoning his shirt. Her fingers trembled and so she had little difficulty. She could feel her breathing increase as Rishabh's palm slid up. She began kissing him urgently as his fingers brushed against the side of her breasts. Thankfully, she was wearing a bra else she knew she would have had a heart attack.

Rishabh stopped kissing her lips and began kissing her cheek and trailed his kisses to her neck. Aashi had finished unbuttoning his shirt and tugged it at the shoulder. Without breaking his trail of kisses, Rishabh removed the shirt and dropped it next to the bed. Aashi wrapped her arm around his back and held his shoulder blades tightly. She moaned as he kissed her collarbone. His stubble was bothering Aashi, but she dared not giggle lest he gets turned off. Rishabh moved his hand from underneath her Tee and stopped kissing her. He leaned back and looked at her.

Aashi smiled and shifted. Rishabh moved and Aashi sat on the bed. He watched as she placed her fingers on the hem of her Tee. Aashi's heart pounded fanatically inside her chest as she pulled the Tee over her head. She tossed her Tee at the edge of the bed and turned to face Rishabh. But she felt shy looking at him and so she closed her eyes. A shy smile appeared on her face. Rishabh took a moment and then leaned forward. Aashi shivered feeling his breath on her ear-lobe.

'You are so beautiful, Aashi.' – He kissed her earlobe, - 'I am in love with you even more.' He whispered and Aashi's smile widened. But she kept her eyes closed. Rishabh moved his hand and held her chin. Her smile faded as he turned her face to make her look at him. He shifted moving his one arm around her and rested his palm on the bed. He leaned forward and tilted his head.

Aashi held his arm with one hand and his waist with the other. He began kissing her neck again and moved to her shoulder. Aashi parted her lips and let out a small sigh as he moved the strap of her bra and began kissing her shoulder. He slid the straps from both sides and held her waist. Aashi closed her eyes tighter as they fell on the bed.

Aashi arched her back as she felt his fingertips caress her back. She gasped holding his arms tightly as he unhooked her bra. She felt her breath getting hitched as her bra loosened. She could feel her skin burn with Rishabh's gaze on her. Not to frightened or make her nervous Rishabh carefully removed the bra. Aashi fisted the bed-sheet tightly, still not opening her eyes. Rishabh looked from her breasts to her face and smiled.

Aashi felt him hover over her for a while and then felt his stubble graze her cheek, his breath fanned her ear.

'Won't you open your eyes?' He asked. Aashi shook her head cutely. Rishabh smiled and leaned. He pecked her lips and shyly Aashi turned her head. Rishabh hooked his finger under her chin and made her look at him.

'Open your eyes.'

Aashi shook her head.

'I want to look at your beautiful eyes when we unite as one.' Rishabh said softly. Aashi felt her heart flutter at the thought, yet she shook her head again. Rishabh sighed.

'Please.' He pleaded

Aashi took a moment and opened his eyes. Her gaze met his dark eyes and she realized she was half naked and quickly closed her eyes again.

Rishabh sighed, - 'Not fair.' He whined and Aashi grinned.

Slowly, Aashi peeked from one eye and when he looked at her she closed her eyes and giggled. Rishabh thought for a while before he leaned and kissed her lips. She stopped laughing and looked at him. He smiled while she blinked at him. Rishabh leaned and kissed her cheek. She closed her eyes again as he trailed his kisses down.

Aashi pressed her head against the pillow and grabbed a fistful of bedsheet as she felt his mouth on her breasts. She shivered and felt like she would melt in his arms. She clenched his arms tightly and moaned softly as he sucked on her breasts. And she whimpered as he left her breasts and trailed his kisses from her chest to her ribs and stomach.

Aashi could feel all the tiny hairs on her body stand as he nibbled on her navel. She moaned as he kissed her lower-belly. She froze feeling his fingers on the waistline of her track pants. Her eyes opened, and she looked down. Rishabh blinked at her and she smiled shyly. She rested her head on the pillow and continued to smile while staring up at the ceiling.

'Aashi?'

'Hmmm.'

'You- want-'

Aashi looked at him, straight into his eyes and nodded. Then she shifted and closed her eyes. Her heart had already picked up speed and now as he tugged on her lower clothing her heartbeat quickened its pace. She let out a small breath and closed her eyes tightly. She felt Rishabh's hand on her crotch and shivered when he removed her pants and inner.

She opened her eyes when she felt him come up. His face was only inches away from her. He smiled admiring her and she smiled shyly.

'You know all this is so awkward.' Aashi chuckled and Rishabh frowned.

'How?'

Aashi looked at him, - 'Dude, we were like chuddy buddies and look at us now. We are having sex.' She sounded amused. Rishabh eyed her.

'So? What is so awkward?' He asked. Aashi blinked at him and then pressed her lips tightly.

'Nothing.' She said.

'No, say. What is so awk-'

He couldn't complete his sentence as Aashi had begun kissing him. Rishabh took a second before kissing her back.

As they kissed, Aashi moved her hand and began to unbuckle his pants. Rishabh moved his hand and helped her. He removed the belt and threw it on the floor while Aashi unzipped his pants.

Aashi felt like millions of crackers exploded inside her head as she was finally united with her Rishabh. She felt bolder and opened her eyes. Staring into his warm, loving eyes she felt the pain subside and an ecstatic feeling overtook her senses. She wrapped her arms tightly around Rishabh and held her his back firmly while he gripped her hips.

They stared into each other's eyes as they made love. But after a point, Aashi closed her eyes and tried ignoring her thumping heart that threatened to leap out and tried focusing more on Rishabh. She felt him bury his head in the crook of her neck and kiss her gently. She clenched him tighter and moaned with pleasure.

'I still didn't get what was so awkward?' Rishabh wondered staring at the ceiling. Aashi looked away from the ceiling and stared disbelievingly at her friend.

'Are you serious?'

'What?' Rishabh turned his head and looked at her.

Aashi rolled her eyes, - 'We just had sex, and this is the first thing you tell the girl?' She pointed out, annoyed.

Rishabh smiled and turned. Aashi kept glaring at him. He propped himself on his elbow and leaned. She kept glaring as he kissed her forehead.

'Sorry.' He looked at her and then moved his hand. He held her face and caressed her cheek with his thumb.

'Aashi. I am so madly in love with you.' He confessed. Aashi melted instantly. She smiled shyly and lowered her gaze. Then she looked up into his eyes and placed her palm over his palm.

'I am madly in love with you too, Rishabh.' She replied and shifted closer. Rishabh fell on his back and she moved resting her head on his chest. She smiled feeling him wrap his arm around her. She held his other hand and entwined their fingers. Aashi tilted her head up and looked at him. He looked at her too. They smiled and kissed each other before shifting and cuddling together.

Soon, the two fell asleep.....