Encounter with the past

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Sarah's POV:
A couple of days after we met Seventeen we begun filming the music video for "Chained up". We were all exited and happy. What I didn't know was that my members and Jiho-oppa planed something. AGAIN. They do that often. Why you ask? Well it's because they think I am working to much. Even though I don't! Well let's get back to the mv. In the middle of the mv something happened. SOMEONE visited us. You know who? It's my dear beloved cousin Jooheon. That's right. The one and only Jooheon of Monsta X. I was even happier when I saw him because I haven't seen him for 2 months. I ran straight into his arms. We are just like siblings even though we don't have the same surname. "Saranga I haven't seen you in so long! I'm happy to see you.", he said. He is one of the persons who call me by my real name. "Me too.", I said. "I'm not alone. The whole group is here. ", while he said that, he looked back and I saw the other members of Monsta X. "Guys!", I said and went to everyone giving them a hug. Jooheon is one year older than me that's why I see all members as my brothers. They are as protective of me as the members of Ultimate. "Hi Sara how are you?", Shownu asked. "I'm fine and you?", I asked. We spoke a while about what happened when they weren't here in Korea. I also told them about Seventeen. They told me to take care of myself and left again because they had work to do. "Alright, bye guys!" "Bye Sara!", they said. After that we went back to making the mv. After we were finished with the first part of the video we decided to take a break. Our manager brought us some bottles of water. I asked Jiho-oppa what he and the manager of Seventeen spoke about. Then he explained everything to us:" Because both groups work so much we thought about going on vacation somewhere together." Our reactions were all different. Mika for example was happy but only because he and Dino understood each other really good. Some of the others were happy too but some were kind of shocked because we only met them once and then Jiho-oppa wanted us to go on vacation with them? After discussing all that we all agreed and went back to the dorms. When we arrived there I wanted to try out a new choreography. That's why I went to the practice room and played one of the songs on my phone. I began dancing to the song. Every time I dance I'm in another world. I feel like I'm able to do everything I want. It's a wonderful feeling. I learned to dance when I was 5 years old. Dancing is a part of my life. All my members and Jiho-oppa know that. That's why they never disturb me when I'm dancing. Well. . . exept when we practice.

~Time Skip~

After I finished dancing I wanted to drink some water but while I did that someone clapped. I turned around shocked because I thouht that everyone was already in their rooms. When I did, I saw a person I never expected to see again. It was my Ex boyfriend. His name is Do-won (He's the guy in the photo above. I know he's from KARD but that doesn't matter). We broke up five years ago. He was my first love. We met eachother while I was still in middle school. I was a normal twelve years old girl back then. I have to admit that I was pretty naive too. He was always cold and didn't has many friends. When I confessed to him I was fifteen years old. He didn't even gave me an answer to my confession.I still remember that I was really disappointed. But after a couple of weeks he asked me to be his girlfriend. I was so happy. But at that time I didn't even knew what the consequences of this confession were. Two years later I was about to audition at an entertainment. I was excited and told Do-won about it. This was the day when I realized that he doesn't loves me...

Flashback five years ago:
It was a sunny day. I ran as fast as I could just to tell him what happened one our ago. I finally auditioned and got taken! I was so happy! When I saw him in the park under the lamppost I thought: "He is always sitting there. I don't even have to search for him because I know him so good. Even though some people say that he's a boring person he is still the man I love and want to spend my life with. I just love him so much I don't even know if I would be able to live without him."
"Hi Do-won! I have something tell you. Do you know where I was just now?", I asked. "No. Where were you?", he asked back. Then I told him everything about the audition and that I'm going to be an idol soon. When I looked at his face I knew that something was wrong. I asked him but his answer nearly gave me an heartattack. "Do you really think that your going to make it as an idol with only your rapping and dancing?", he asked me. I was shocked. It was my dream to be an idol and make choreographies for my songs."What? But I thought that you always supported me. Was that all a lie?", I said at the edge of crying. "Leave me alone. Your so annoying.",he answered annoyed. I was shocked at that moment I understood everything. He never even thought about supporting me. He only thinks of himself. Does he even
.
.
.
love me?
"Please be honest. Did you even love me in those years? Do you even have feelings for me?", I asked while a couple of tears were falling on my cheek. He didn't even answer. I was so sad that I spent two years of my life with him even though he didn't even had feelings for me. After that I ran out of the park. That was the last day I ever saw him again. Well. That's what I thought.

End of flashback.

And now he's standing in front of me. After five years smiling at me even though he hated doing that when we were younger. After a long silence I asked with wide opened eyes:
"Why. . . are you here?"

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