[this is how you changed my life] Sangwoo x Yoonbum

a killer with a heart of gold

*The next day*
*Sangwoos P.O.V*

That night had me thinking about way too much thoughts. Was I gay? No no I couldn't be. But my heart felt something I've never felt before except with my mother, is he a motherly figure to me? No he couldn't be that because why the fuck did I kiss him then. It frustrates me not knowing about my feelings but when I saw those cuts on him it made me ache. I've slaughtered people before with no care in the world yet when I saw him-I need to stop thinking about this honestly. He is currently in my spare room sleeping peacefully, he seemed really tired. I wonder what he was doing on the streets, who put him there.

Why did I care?

I don't exactly know why I care, nor why I even brought him here. I do know that he has this place in my heart that I can't really explain. I'll keep him until he leaves, yeah.

But you don't want him to leave.

Did I want him to leave? No, being honest with myself I don't want him to leave. Human contact where I could be semi myself felt kinda nice. What would he think if he found out that im a fucking murderer though. Would he leave faster than who knows what. I can't let him leave. What am I even thinking anymore. I put my head in my hands and felt a tear, this was an all new feeling that I wasn't too fond of.

*Yoonbums Pov*

I awoke from a strange noise coming from what it looks like to be a closet. I sat up slowly and attempted to listen to see if Sangwoo was near the door. No noise so he was not around. I crawled towards the closet and opened it, there was nothing in there. I turned away and right as I took one step another noise erupted. I turned and opened it again "What the hell is that noise?" I question. I looked closely and saw a-trapdoor?

What are you doing, stop, don't do this.

I opened it. A staircase? Well who wouldn't want to know what's down there. So of course I decided to go downstairs and the sight was not a pretty one. A girl was just kinda laying there, and crying. "Ohmygod-Are you okay!?" I yelled a bit too loud. Her eyes though didn't look at me, they looked behind me. Arms then came from behind me and took me into a bear hug.

"What are you doing Bum?" He chimed.
"Uhm, well you see I heard a strange noise, and I-I Got curious like any other human and I ended up coming down here-" I also ended up getting cut off by his laugh-
"Calm down, since I love you I'll leave you be..on one condition," he begins. "You'll never leave me."

As he said that he nuzzled his head into my shoulder and he was...shaking. He was being serious, I mean if you took out the legit girl dying on the ground right now this is the most romantic thing that's happened to me. I thought for a moment, I did love him and honestly leaving him wouldn't be a problem because I wasn't really planning on it. "I think I'll stay," I smiled. He also picked his head up and smiled at me with the most genuine smile I could ever see from him.

Godamn it first he saved me.

Then made me fall in love.