Unchangable

Chapter One

Brittany's POV

The bell rings, and I nervously pace into my first period class. Highschool is a mess, and so is my life. I took a seat next to my best friend Katherine, who sends me a smile. "Hey Britt!" 

"Hey, Katherine."

I get out my stuff for physics, and turn to look at her.

"Did you finish the homework we had last night?" She asks.

My heart skips a beat and my breathing becomes heavy. "H-homework?"

"Oh my god Brittany."

I'm screwed. I usually wouldn't give a care in this world since my life was already pretty busy and messed, but I one thing that I actually cared about was math. Math was 2nd period today. I had 70 minutes until math class. 

"Go go go!" Katherine whispered harshly.

I was about to get out a piece of paper, but a deep voice interrupted.

"Forgot to do your homework, again?"

I turn and face Grayson. He leans over my desk and sarcastically sighs.

"Oh shut up, Dolan." I say, rolling my eyes.

"Woahh, what's with the attitude?!," Grayson puts his hands up in the air. "I'd like to see-" 

"Ew, gross." Katherine scrunches up her nose in disgust.

Grayson pats Katherine on the shoulder. "That's not what you were saying last night."

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT." Katherine throws her hands on her head, jaw dropped open. "I WOULD NEVER SLEEP WITH SOMEONE AS NASTY AS YOU."

"Chill... I'm just playing." Grayson backs off, playing innocent. 

"What the hell is his problem..." I whisper to Katherine.

Katherine, still shook from Grayson's disturbing joke, replies, "Girl I'm gonna puke. He is so nasty. We are literally 18 years old and he still acts like this."

I nod my head in agreement.  "Real shit..."

I lied. The thing is with Grayson, he'll be a flirt one second, then a complete ass the second. Yes, I will admit he's attractive, athletic, and smart, but honestly though? I don't know what to think of him. I can't even count how many girls he's dated. But one thing's for sure- that kid's a player.

***

I look at the clock. 

3:18pm.

School would be over in 12 minutes, thank God. I turn around to look at my friend Ciara, who is busy and focused on her work. "Hey Ciara!" I whisper.

She turned and looked up at me. "Yeah Britt?"

"Do you wanna go to the mall after school? 4:30pm maybe?" 

"Yeah, sounds great! Maybe we can get an early start on Prom dress shopping!" 

"Oh my gosh, I forgot about that." I exclaim. Prom's in 4 months. I wasn't sure if I wanted to go yet. Ticket sales don't start until March. I didn't get a date yet though. Eh, I don't need one. I just need my best friends Ciara and Katherine. Smiling, I say, "I'm so excited!"

***

The dismissal bell rings, and I get on the bus to go home. I close my eyes briefly, trying to imagine what prom will be like. And for no good reason at all-Grayson creeps into my mind. Oh God, he would look so good in a suit... 

I open my eyes immediately.

I cannot afford falling for him. I'm so tired and my eyes slowly close again. I try to think about something else, maybe tomorrows math test, or the chemistry quiz on Friday, but Grayson's face just keeps creeping back into my mind.

END OF CHAPTER ONE!

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[I'm taking this part out but wanna keep it cuz i wrote it when i was a kid :3 : Oh yeah, Prom. It was still another 3 months away, but shopping for a good dress early couldn't hurt. I wasn't even sure if I wanted to go. No one likes me because of my obnoxiousness, my dumb decision making, my horrifying laugh, and a whole lot of other things. I looked over to my right, where most of the popular girls sat. They all had dates. If I were to be honest with you, I don't even want to be popular if I got the opportunity to. No one likes you for who you are, just for attention and other stuff like that. My dream would be a date for Prom, but ain't nothing like that happening soon. I wish I was attractive and cute like everyone else. I wish a boy would like me. I wish Grayson would notice me. Not all wishes come true though. (2018)]

[Again, taking this part out: I have so many mixed emotions for this kid. I waste so much time thinking about him. Why do I fall for guys like him? I dont know. I really don't. 

I look at another group of people in the class and wonder what their lives are like.I spend most of my time in school staring at other people and judging them. I mean, doesn't everyone? (Not really tho.)]

***

The bell rang, and I dashed out the door not giving two craps about getting dismissed. And of course, me being the clumsy person I am, I bump into Grayson. 

"Watch where you're going godamnit." He mutters.

I hate him.

But do I?