Insanity
I’m losing control.
I can’t remember anything.
I’ve lost all sense of right and wrong.
I am spiralling down into oblivion.
I dream of endless destruction.
I crave blood so much that its inhuman.
I find comfort in nightmares.
I run from pleasant dreams.
What’s wrong with me!?!
‘Nothing’
Who’s there? Who are you? Where are you?
‘I am nothing but insanity. I am always near you?’
Are you my friend? Will you be my friend? Help me!
‘Yes and I will. Help? You just need to die.’
I just want to escape pain. I want to live not die.
‘You will, and to live you must die. Trust me. This is the only way.’
Ummm. Ok. I trust you.
‘Say goodbye to everyone. It is time to go.’
Bye and I’m sorry. For everything.
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My Dark Descent
PoetryI wrote this in a journal that I started in 2012. This was my descent into darkness.