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A/N: Hi I just want to guys to appreciate how cute Jin looks in this photo! I'm dying! Anyway I'll let you get on with reading now 😂

Kookie's POV:

I don't regret telling Y/N about me and V. She is really trust-worthy and not to mention super kind. She doesn't deserve everything she is going through. Just then there was another knock on the door. Jin opened it to reveal Jackson...Y/N ran through the hall. Me and Tae ran after her. "Y/N!" We both shouted. "Wait-i'm so confused" Tae said. "Let's just find her first okay?" I said smiling. He nodded and we continued to run after her. We went into the living room and there she was, sat on the couch. With her head in her hands, I sat down next to her. "W-why is here w-what does he want?" She stuttered nervously. "I-I don't know love, we were too busy chasing you" I said with a chuckle. "O-oh uh sorry about that guys" she said guiltily. "No need to be we all need excercise once in a while" Tae said laughing. Y/N let out a weak laugh. Jin came through the door and looked at me worriedly. "I-is he gone?" she asked while looking up at Jin. "Y-Y/N he wants you to come home" Jin said sadly. "B-but I don't want to" she said hiding her face again. Tae asked me to budge up, so I did and he sat down next to Y/N and cuddled her. 

I didn't feel jealous at all, because I trusted both of them. "Jin where is he?" I asked trying to sound like I wasn't going  completely flip out and probably hit Jackson. "He's still at the door" Jin said. I got up and walked to the front door "Oh hi!" He said cheerily. I shut the door In his face and mocked him while going back into the living room. "He's gone" I said. There was another knock. I groaned and got up and answered the door. "I suggest you make Y/N come home with me or I will expose you and Tae" he threatened. I went outside and shut the door behind me. "How do you know?" I asked curiously. "You really should shut your windows you don't know who could be out there" he said smirking. "I'll be back" I said going back in. "Y/N come here please" I said walking into the living room. She stood up and she followed me into the kitchen where I locked the door. "H-he knows about me and V,  he says if you don't go home he will expose us. I don't care I'm not letting you go back there" I said hugging her tightly. "I'll go back don't worry about me" she said faking a smile. "No please don't, I don't want you to be hurt again" I pleaded. "Thanks for letting me stay with you Kookie but I really have to go, I know how you feel about you and Tae being exposed" she said trying to wriggle out of my grip.

"Let go please Kookie" she said with puppy dog eyes. I let go of her and I wish I hadn't and soon enough, she was in the car with him and drove off down the road. I felt horrible... Tae looked at me with his eyes filled with worry. So were Jin's, I smiled weakly at them. They weren't buying it, I sat down and sighed. I really wanted a cuddle from Tae right now, he'd always make me feel better. He would've been cuddling me by now if Jin wasn't there. I hadn't told Tae the reason Y/N left and that it was all my fault. If Jin found out I was gay I feel like he'd look at me differently and he wouldn't be the same around me...I was frightened of to what the others might think, what if they kicked me out of the band because they thought I was an embarrassment. "Kookie! Are you listening?" Tae said waving his hand in front of my face, causing me to snap out of my thoughts. "U-uh yeah" I lied. "So what were we talking about?" Jin questioned. "You are uh talking about uh-" I stopped and sighed in defeat. "You were thinking about Y/N weren't you?" Jin said sadly. I nodded and burst into tears.

V's POV:

I can't stand seeing Kookie upset. 'fuck it!' I thought to myself as I cuddled him. Kookie looked up at me shocked. But he cuddled into me almost immediately. I pulled away and looked at Jin. "You guys really are great friends" Jin said smiling. I nodded and so did Jungkook. I just wanted to stand on the table and shout "I'M GAY AND I'M PROUD!" but I couldn't...I was worried they wouldn't accept me anymore, I was scared they'd think I was a freak. Kookie thought the same because we had discussed it multiple times. I could tell Jin had a real soft spot for Y/N. The way he acts around her is just so different like he's happier than usual. The only people who knew I was gay was Y/N, Kookie and my grandmother. My grandma is really special to me I used to visit her all the time and she'd never fail to make me laugh. I told her when I was younger I'd be a big star when I grew up and I'd say 'I love you' to her every time I was on TV. But she died a few weeks ago, and I never managed to get on TV and tell her that I loved her so very much. 

Y/N POV:

I arrived back home. I went home for Kookie, I know how he feels. I'd feel the same if I was in his position. I couldn't stop thinking about Jin when we were going home, he was amazing...I walked into the living room. "I missed you when you were gone" Jackson said sitting down next to me. "Wish I could say the same" I said rudely. He just nodded and said "I know you hate me but can you please give me another chance, I love you" he said sweetly. I wanted to say no and just leave right then. But the words flew out of my mouth "Yes I'll give you another chance" I said while regretting my whole life. He pulled me into a warm hug. I hugged him back. "You won't regret it Y/N, I promise" he said. I just stayed silent and pulled away from the hug. "A-am I allowed to talk to boys?" I asked shyly. "My rules haven't changed Y/N!" He exclaimed getting angry. I nodded and walked into our room hoping he wouldn't follow. I felt my phone vibrate, I pulled it out quitely. It was Jungkook.

-START OF CONVERSATION-

Y/N please come back we all miss you we need to protect you ❤️

Kookie, I appreciate your concern but really I'm fine. Just forget about me. 

NO WAY! I'm staying with you and you're not going anywhere, I'll make sure you don't. Can you at least text me every morning and every night so I know you're okay? ❤️

I will, tell the boys I said hello. ❤️

They're reading the messages now, they're really worried about you! They said hello back...well Tae did.

Well where is Jin?

About that...uh Y/N he ran off somewhere

What? Where did he go? Is he okay?

We don't know, he isn't picking his phone up or anything. 

  -END OF CONVERSATION -

I was about to reply back when there was a knock at my door. "Oh my god" I said to myself. I heard a thump, I ran out and saw him on the floor unconscious. Jackson had blood stains all over his knuckles. I pushed Jackson aside violently and crouched down beside him. "Come on Jin wake up" I pleaded while shaking him. "Y/N I'm sorry I don't know what came over me" Jackson said guiltily. "Not now Jackson, can you start up the car?" I asked him. "What for?" Jackson asked confused. "I'm taking Jin to the hospital" I said....











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